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Why is it so hard to change?
Honestly, I've spent the last 20 years
asking that question as a doctor, as a
coach, and as a human being who once
believed I just wasn't the kind of
person who could change.
You probably know the feeling. Maybe it
was a New Year's resolution or a
milestone birthday. Something that made
you say, "That's it. Time to turn things
around." So, you downloaded a habit
tracker, bought a blender, a yoga mat,
and enough kale to alarm your family.
And then two weeks later, there you
were, side eyeing the blender like it
betrayed you and pretending the habit
tracker never existed.
Back to the same patterns and the same
routines.
I've been there too, many times with my
health, my career, and my money. For a
while, my credit card lived in the
freezer, literally in a block of ice
beside the frozen peas.
A solid plan until the night I wanted a
pair of boots badly enough to melt the
ice around it with a haird dryer.
I tried every budgeting trick.
Spreadsheets, envelopes, you name it.
But nothing lasted. And I kept thinking,
I'm doing all the right things. Why
can't I stick with this?
That cycle of hope, effort, and defeat
can leave you wondering, "What's wrong
with me?"
But what if nothing is wrong with you?
What if the reason change doesn't last
isn't because you're doing it wrong, but
because you're asking the wrong
question.
We all want to change something. Lose
weight, start a business, be more
confident, get more sleep.
And there's no shortage of strategies. 5
a.m. routines, cold plunges, vision
boards, bio hacks.
But if knowing what to do were enough,
we'd all be thriving by now. So why is
it still so hard?
As a family doctor, I watched patients
struggle, not with understanding what to
do, but with actually doing it and
staying consistent.
So I started asking different questions.
Not how do we build better habits, but
something deeper.
What makes change stick? Why do some
people succeed and others don't even
when they're trying just as hard?
And the more I looked, the more I
started to see a pattern.
And then I found a study that offered a
fascinating clue.
In 2011, ahead of an election, a team of
researchers from Stanford and Harvard
asked one group, "How important is it to
you to vote in the upcoming election?"
They asked another group, "How important
is it to you to be a voter in the
upcoming election?"
And in that study, that one tiny shift
from doing to being made people
significantly more likely to show up at
the polls.
Why? Because one focused on action, the
other focused on self-concept.
Once I saw that, I started seeing it
everywhere. People who called themselves
runners, they were still out there in
February, long after the resolution
crowd disappeared.
People who'd said, "I'm trying to run
more." Most of them were already back on
the couch.
So, I began to wonder, what if the real
obstacle isn't your habits or your
willpower?
What if it's your identity?
Not just what you do, but who you
believe yourself to be?
When I look back, that's exactly what
was happening with my credit card in the
freezer. I wasn't just fighting a
spending habit. I was defending an
identity.
I still saw myself as someone who's bad
with money. And every time I said that,
I wasn't describing the problem. I was
reinforcing it. I had unknowingly
written an instruction manual for
myself. Here's who you are. Here's what
you do. Because when we believe the
story, we live the story. That's what
identity does. It tells your brain how
to behave even when you're desperate to
change the script.
But when you change the who, you change
the what.
Picture it this way. You download a
fancy new app on your phone, but it
keeps crashing, won't load, glitches
out. Turns out your phone's operating
system hasn't been updated in years.
That's what it's like when we try to fix
our lives from the outside. New habits,
new hacks, new goals. But underneath the
identity you're running on, it's still
the old version. It sounds like I'm not
good at this.
I never follow through.
I always put others first.
That's the outdated OS. And those shiny
new habits crash, not because they were
wrong, but because they weren't
supported by the system underneath.
Real change doesn't last until you
update the system. Until you upgrade who
you believe you are.
Because here's what I've seen again and
again.
Identity always wins.
And the research backs this up. For
example, studies show that people who
define themselves as non-smokers are
consistently more successful at quitting
than those who say, "I'm trying to
quit."
Why? Because when a behavior aligns with
your identity, your actions naturally
follow.
But when it doesn't align, when it
challenges the person you've always
believed yourself to be, that's when
change gets hard.
Because we're not just afraid of
failing,
we're afraid of losing who we've always
been.
And that's the part that fascinates me.
Even when a new habit is something that
you genuinely want, if it's not aligned
with your current identity, your
subconscious mind will resist it. It's
like your subconscious is one of those
nasty shopladies in Pretty Woman.
new habit walks in and your mind looks
it up and down and goes, "You obviously
are in the wrong place. Please leave."
Your mind prioritizes what's familiar,
not what's better.
And here's what I've come to believe.
Identity isn't just the missing link to
small daily behavior change like going
to the gym. It's also what shapes your
entire trajectory.
Because once I started seeing this
pattern in my patients, I started seeing
it in myself.
Two decades into practicing medicine, I
felt increasingly misaligned,
not burned out, misaligned.
I wanted to reach people before they got
sick, not just treat them after.
I wanted to teach, to create, to help
people change their lives in a deeper
way. But I couldn't seem to walk away.
It wasn't the work itself. It was the
identity that I had built around it.
I had lived that story for so long. I
couldn't imagine another way. I kept
telling myself, "This is who I am. This
is what I do.
This is what people expect of me."
But the truth is that story was outdated
and it was keeping me small.
And maybe you've been there, too.
You're not stuck. You're just loyal to
an old story.
William Faulner said, "You cannot swim
for new horizons until you have courage
to lose sight of the shore."
For me, losing sight of the shore meant
letting go of who I'd been and giving
myself permission to become someone new.
A creator, an educator, a YouTuber.
Roles that didn't come with a title or
prestige or any kind of safety net.
A new identity that made no sense on
paper, but made complete sense inside.
Once I stopped clinging to doctor as my
core identity, then the bold decisions
became possible.
I remember handing in my resignation.
I thought it would feel terrifying.
It didn't. It felt true.
And on my last day after my last
patient, I walked out of the clinic, got
into my car, and ugly cried for a solid
15 minutes.
I cried for my 17-year-old self who had
dreamed of becoming a doctor. And now it
was over.
But then, as I drove home, music up,
windows down, I started to feel
something else.
I could finally breathe.
And that's the power of identity. It
doesn't just help you change,
it sets you free.
If your current identity is misaligned
with the change that you want to make,
whether that's a small change or a big
one, the answer isn't to push harder.
It's to pause and look within.
You begin by recognizing the story that
you've been living inside and then
asking yourself a simple but seismic
question.
What if that story isn't true anymore?
Right now, I'm learning to golf. And
when I say learning, I mean humbling
myself weekly in front of retired men
named Roger.
But the more that I identify as a
golfer, the more I start showing up like
one, I book lessons, watch swing
breakdowns, even bought the shoes. And I
don't say I'm dabbling anymore. I say
I'm a golfer, not because I've mastered
it, but because that's who I'm becoming.
So when you're trying to change, the
real question isn't what should I do?
It's who do I need to become?
Because when that internal shift
happens, everything else starts to
follow. Not because it suddenly becomes
easy, but because it finally makes
sense.
So, let me leave you with this. Whatever
change you want to make, you're no
longer approaching it as the person that
you've been, but as the person that
you're becoming.
That old credit card does not live in my
freezer anymore because I stopped
needing to protect myself from my own
story.
And this is what true reinvention looks
like. Because when you redesign your
identity from the inside out, your whole
life begins to shift.
You parent differently, lead
differently, create differently, serve
differently, and that ripples outward
because people who know who they are are
the ones who change the world. Thank
you.
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