Crash First
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honestav, mgk
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Sweet American Boy
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I fill my lungs with half my worth and
try to go numb so that I can't hurt cuz
at my highs I'm at my worst and I can't
fly until I crash first. Everyone's
seeing me screaming. Been that since
birth. Everyone seeing this money I'm
blowing, but nobody's seeing the work.
Look at I'm high like you. For me, the
pills don't work. I like digging in a
bag. I like smoking till it hurt.
>> And if my eyes roll back, then let the
tears come first. Holding those in too
long. Faking it like I'm too strong.
>> And when my eyes roll back, throw my
body in the damn and things in my
pocket. Will you hide them from my will
you tell the world I loved hard? Can you
make them understand that all the things
I was struggling with didn't make me
less a man?
>> And all of the trauma I'm trying to bury
probably made me who I am. Think growing
up broken was necessary so I could fix
my film. And part of me died on his
deathbed holding my daddy's hand. Just
tell my daughters a father will drown if
that means they can swim. I fill my
lungs with half my worth and try to go
numb so that I can't hurt. Cuz at my
highs, I'm at my worst. And I can't fly
until I crash first. I know that it
takes time. I'm coming to get you.
Walking a straight line. I need me a
breakthrough. I'm smoking a grave vine,
sipping a grape juice. Chopping a white
line. It's getting harder to face you.
>> Oh god.
My ass off the wheel speed. I said I
hate you like I didn't mean it. Open
rose from my nose. Still bleeding. Only
you can clean me up. I'm still feeding
cold sweats in these beds. Can't treat
it. No sleep. I'm a party through the
weekend. Kosine brush smoke. I'm
breathing. Somebody save me. I've been
falling off the deep end. All I know is
I don't know how to give a [ __ ] All I
know is I don't know how to give a [ __ ]
Don't give a [ __ ] now. I never give a
[ __ ] now. All I know is I don't know how
to give a [ __ ] Under pressure, I don't
got control of my aggression. Under the
influence, I'm about to make a bad
impression. Only ammunition and a
weapon. And I've been smoking on this
[ __ ] since I was adolescent. Play sixes.
I'm trying to get number seven. I wonder
if they got a spot for junkies up in
heaven. Leave a message if they don't
find my body in the can if they want my
confession. Take my hands off the wheel
while speeding. I hate you and I didn't
mean it. Open wounds from my nose. Still
bleeding. Only you can pick me up.
Cold sweat seed.
No sleep, no party to the weekend. Can't
see the smoke. I'm breathing. Somebody
save me. I've been falling out the deep.
All I know is I don't know how to give a
[ __ ]
Give a [ __ ] I never
know.
Closer.
Closer.
Closer. Go, go, go, go. Get closer.
