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>> I'm sorry to with the flickering sign,
bottle [singing] of red
>> [music]
>> and a heart out of time.
You undid [singing] your hair and you
undid [music] me, too.
Hotel Saturn in the night,
>> [music]
>> paint it blue.
>> [music]
>> The ice machine hums [music]
down the end of the hall.
We don't say much. We don't say [music]
it at all.
You show the moonlight
a cigarette [music]
glow.
Some kind of love we're [music] not
going to know.
Hotel Saturn,
lost in your orbit.
Beautiful gravity, [music]
[singing] baby, I want it.
Pull me [music] apart in the dark in the
heat.
We're two falling stars
>> [music]
>> on a dead end street.
Check out it's noon,
but [music and singing] we're already
gone.
You'll be a stranger by the time of the
dawn, but [music and singing] God, for
these hours, you're all that I need.
A dangerous woman, a sweet little plea.
Hotel [music] Saturn,
lost in your
orbit, a beautiful gravity. Baby, I want
it.
Pull me [music] apart in the dark and
the heat.
We're two falling stars
on a dead-end street.
>> [music]
>> In the morning,
we'll [music] scatter us then
back to the lives we were
>> [music and singing]
>> drowning in.
But tonight, there's just you and this
dim [music]
little room and the slow
lovely ache of [singing] two souls.
>> [music]
>> Hotel Saturn,
fading [singing]
>> [music]
>> to light.
You [music] were the best wrong
I did right.
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>> Down to [music] my last one. Down to my
last time you and this habit. You're
both out of time.
I [music] light it up slow on the
[singing] edge of the bed.
Watching the smoke spell
the things left [music] unsaid.
>> [music]
>> You sleep like an angel [singing]
[music] that fell from the rent.
A beautiful borrower
>> [singing]
>> I never could lend. [music]
The window cracked open and I creep in.
I count all my [music] losses against
your warm skin.
This is my [music] last cigarette.
This is my last regret. [music]
The slowest way I know to forget,
[music]
but you stir
in the dark and you pull me back down
and I light another. [music and singing]
I'm not leaving town.
>> [music]
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>> Mornings are stranger.
I keep at the [singing] door.
You [music] ask me to stay and I want
[singing]
nothing more.
A dangerous woman, a permanent ache.
The kind [music]
of mistake that I'd happily make. This
is [music] my last cigarette.
This is my last regret.
The slowest [music] way I know to
forget. But you stare in the dark and
you [music] pull me back down.
>> [singing]
>> And I light up [music] another.
I'm not leaving town.
>> [music]
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>> One more drag, one more light,
one more [singing] reason I won't say
goodbye. [music] The ashtrays are
graveyard of all my resolve and you're
the one problem I'll never
[music and singing] solve.
Last [music] cigarette.
Burning low.
>> [music]
>> The smoke and the woman
I'll never let go.
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>> 3:00 in the morning, parked under a
tree.
Just [music] me in the shadow [singing]
of who I should be.
The engine is off, [music] but the
heater [singing] is on.
Waiting around for [music]
a miserable dawn.
I reach in my pocket, I pull out
[music and singing] the pack.
There's only one left. There is no going
back.
This cigarette [music] strong, it's
slowing my heart, tearing this cynical
armor apart.
I stare [music] at the dashboard, I
stare at the night.
Losing my will to [music] continue the
fight.
I'm taking the last drag, [music]
holding it deep.
A dirty old secret I'm trying [music] to
keep.
Breathing you out in a cloud of gray
smoke.
A tragedy [music] disguised as a
terrible joke.
The nicotine rushes up
heating my veins.
>> [music]
>> Leaving me empty
and cold in this place.
I'm letting you go
with the flick of an ash.
A slow motion [music] beautiful romantic
crash.
>> [music]
>> Your voice on my voicemail, a ghost in
the phone.
Reminding [music] me why
I am better alone. [singing]
We were [music] a poison
that [singing] tasted so sweet.
A mutual destruction [music]
we couldn't defeat.
The [music] red cherry burns in the dark
of the car.
A tiny and fading
and meaningless [music]
star.
A sluggish drum beat is slowing my
heart, tearing this cynical [music]
armor apart.
I stare at the dashboard. [music]
I stare at the night.
Losing [music] my will to continue the
fight.
I'm taking [music] the last drag,
holding it deep.
A dirty old secret [music] I'm trying to
keep.
Breathing you out in a cloud of gray
smoke.
A tragedy disguised as a
terrible joke. [music]
The nicotine rushes up,
leaving me braced,
leaving me empty [music]
and cold in this place.
I'm letting you go
with the
>> [music]
>> flick of an ash.
A slow-motion, beautiful, romantic
crash.
>> [music]
>> Inhale.
Exhale.
Let the memory dissolve.
Let the [music] night take over.
>> [music]
>> I'm taking the last drag,
>> [music]
>> holding it deep.
A dirty old secret I'm [music] trying to
keep.
Breathing you out
in a cloud of gray smoke.
>> [music]
>> A tragedy disguised as a terrible joke.
>> [music]
>> The last drag.
It's finally over. [music]
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>> You left lipstick on the exit sign.
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Like you said goodbye needed
>> [music and singing]
>> a little red wine.
Smoking your hair, trouble in your
>> [music]
>> eyes.
I should have known better, but I liked
liked the lies.
>> [music]
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>> The basement bar was breathing slow,
blue light dripping on the floor [music]
below. You danced like the world had
done you wrong, and I was just drunk
enough to [music] sing along. You said,
"Don't ask me where I've been." With a
little black dress and a tired grin, I
said, "Don't worry, I'm damaged, [music]
too." You smiled like that was beautiful
news, and the baseline crawled through
the walls like sin.
>> [music]
>> You touched my hand and the room
[singing] caved in.
I don't want safe,
>> [music]
>> I want your kind of raw.
The kind that stains me when the night
is gone.
Kiss [music] me where the lonely people
hide
under the glow
of the exit [music] sign.
I I clean,
I want [music] smoke and wine.
Your red mouth ruining my peace of mind.
Leave me with [music] a memory I can't
deny.
>> Lipstick on the exit sign.
Outside the city had a wet, black
[music] shine like a movie scene with no
clear [singing] line between romance and
a bad mistake between being in love and
[music] staying away. You caught a cab
and called it off, lit one more
cigarette and softly coughed [music] and
said, "Baby, I'm no good for you." I
said, "That's the oldest thing that's
ever been true." And your phone lit up
with [music] someone else's name.
You turned it down like you weren't
ashamed.
I don't want safe, [music]
I want your kind of wrong.
The kind that saves me [music] when the
night is gone.
Kiss me where the lonely [music] people
hide
under the glow
of the [music] exit sign.
>> I don't [music] want clean,
I want smoke and wine.
Your red mouth ruining [music] my peace
of mind.
Leave me with a memory [music] I can't
deny.
Lipstick on the exit sign.
>> [music]
>> We're too old to call it magic, too
young to call it dead.
>> [music]
>> Too broke to buy forgiveness, too proud
to beg instead. [music]
[singing] You were laughing in the
rainfall,
I was falling in the dark. some people
leave [music] a number.
Some people leave [singing] a mark.
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>> I don't want
safe. [music]
I want your kind of wrong.
The kind that [music] stains me when the
night is gone.
Kiss [music] me where the lonely people
hide.
Under the glow
of the [music] exit sign.
I don't want clean.
I want smoke and [music] wine.
Your red mouth the ruin in my peace of
mind.
Leave me with a memory [music]
I can't deny.
Lipstick [music] on the exit sign. You
left lipstick on the exit sign.
>> [music]
>> Like even goodbye
needed a little red wine.
I watched you vanish [music] in the taxi
light.
Red mouth, [music] black night, exit
sign.
>> [music]
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>> Drunk
to the feeling dies.
>> [music]
>> Past the motels [music]
and the liquor signs.
Your head on the window,
>> [music]
>> your eyes on the moon.
We left the city like a bad afternoon.
[singing]
>> [music]
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>> The highway shivered in the gasoline
rain.
>> [music]
>> You said my name like you were tasting
pain. I kept both hands on the wheel too
tight, trying not to love you in the
dashboard light. You had a cigarette
behind your ear,
>> [music]
>> a silver flask in a quiet fear. Said if
I fall asleep, don't take me home. I
said, [music] "Baby, nobody should wake
up alone [singing] in the white lines
fade.
And the darkest wild, [music]
your silence moves
like a ghost inside. So, we drive
till the feeling dies.
Till the old hurt
loses its appetite. [music]
Till your heartbreak falls behind.
>> [music]
>> Like a town
we never liked.
Drive till
the morning comes. Till the bad luck
comes undone. If [music] we can't be
saved tonight,
we can still outrun the light.
You told me about him near the county
line.
How he made love feel like doing time.
[music] I told you about her by the exit
ramp. How she left my heart like a
burned out lamp. We laughed at the
things that almost [music] killed us.
Like grown up love we tried to build us
out of unpaid bills and motel sheets.
Out of pretty lies and broken sleep.
And the radio [music] cried
in a minor key.
You looked half
alive
and close to
dying.
Till the feeling dies.
Till the old hurt loses its appetite.
[music]
Till your heartbreak
falls behind.
Like [music] a town
we never liked.
Drive [music] till the morning comes.
Till the bad love comes undone. If we
can't be saved tonight,
we can still [music] out run the light.
>> [music]
>> Maybe we're not running. [music]
Maybe we're just learning how to
breathe.
>> [music]
>> Maybe all this darkness [music]
is the only honest place to be.
Put your hand in my jacket.
>> [music]
>> Close your eyes
if [music] you need.
There's no heaven on this highway.
[music]
But there's a little peace.
>> [music]
>> So we [music] drive
till the feeling dies.
Till the old hurt loses its [music]
sight of the time.
Till your heartbreak falls behind.
Like a town
we [music] never liked.
Drive till the morning comes. Till the
bad [music] love comes undone. If we
can't be safe tonight,
we can still outrun [music]
the light.
Drive
till the feeling dies.
Past the motels and
>> [music and singing]
>> the liquor signs.
Your head on the window.
Your
eyes on the moon.
I still miss that road with you.
>> [music]
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>> She [music] brought me flowers from a
liquor store.
Roses wrapped in receipts on the
bathroom floor. She said, [music]
"Love is prettier when it's half
destroyed." Then kissed me [music] like
a habit she could
still avoid.
>> [music]
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>> The club was closing, the streets were
wet. Her mascara ran like a dark regret.
[music] She held her heels in her right
hand and called every taxi a promised
land. We walked past windows full
[music] of better lives, clean white
kitchens and faithful wives. She said,
"Do you ever feel left outside?" [music]
I said, "Only when I'm trying to
survive." She laughed so softly,
like breaking glass. Some women are
like a beautiful [music]
crash.
Blackout
>> [music]
>> bouquet in my shaking hands.
Petals [music]
falling with the night expanding.
She was wind and thunder, silk and
shame.
I forgot myself
when she said my name.
>> [music]
>> Blackout bouquet, love gone wrong.
Slow dance dying to a trip hop song. If
she was poison, I drank it sweet.
Now every bar
>> [music]
>> smells like [singing] her
to me.
>> [music]
>> She had a scar that she never explained.
A silver ring and a fake last name.
[music] She said, "Don't make me into
something good." I said, "Baby, I don't
think I could." The morning found us on
the screenless [music] couch with
cigarette burns in the coffee clouds.
She watched the sunlight touch the floor
like it was asking [music] her for more.
I knew she'd leave
before she moved.
[music] Some people teach you
what you can't undo.
Blackout [music] bouquet in my shaking
hands.
Petals falling with the night expense.
[music]
She was wild and thunder, silk and
[music] shame.
I forgot myself
when she said my name.
Blackout bouquet, love gone wrong. Slow
dancing to a cheap pop [music] song. If
she was poison, I'd drink it sweet.
Now every bar
>> [music]
>> smells like hurting me.
There are girls [music] who want saving.
There are girls who want [singing] gold.
She wanted one dark [music] evening
where she didn't feel cold.
There are men who want heaven.
There are men who want truth. [music]
I wanted one clean minute inside the
ruin of you. Don't call it tragic.
>> [music]
>> Don't call it fate.
Some flowers bloom
when it's already too late.
>> [music]
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>> Blackout bouquet in [music] my shaking
hands.
Petals falling with the night expanding.
>> [music]
>> She was lightning
and thunder, still
>> [music]
>> can't shake.
I forgot myself
when she said
my name.
Blackout
>> [music]
>> bouquet,
love gone wrong. Slow dance dying to a
trip hop song. [music] If she was
poison, I'd drink it sweet.
Now every bar
>> [music]
>> smells like her to me.
She bought me flowers from a liquor
store. [music]
Roses wrapped
in receipts on the bathroom [music]
floor. Blackout bouquet [singing]
will get them blue.
>> [music]
>> Some nights die,
but not in you.
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>> Love is a low light,
>> [music]
>> not a sunrise.
It shows the dust [music] in your
beautiful lies.
It makes the room feel softer [singing]
than it is
and leaves its bruises when nobody
looks.
>> [music]
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>> You were standing by the record player,
[music]
barefoot drunk saying one more prayer
for [singing] every man who tried to
make you stay, for every woman you
became the getaway. The roads [music]
was crying through the walls. Someone
left in the upstairs hall. You said,
"I'm not as cold as I pretend." I said,
"I'm not as strong as I defend." [music]
In the shadows then,
in the city side,
you touched [music] my face
like an alibi.
Love is a low light, a slow knife, a
cigarette glowing in a bad [music]
night.
Love [music] is a low light, a sweet
lie, a little bit of heaven [music] with
a wrong side.
Hold me like the damage isn't [music]
real.
Kiss me till there's nothing left to
feel.
Love
is a low [music] light.
Baby, we look good inside it.
>> [music]
>> You told me secrets with your eyes half
shut, [music]
all the places where the world got
rough. I didn't fix you, I just [music]
listened
Sometimes that's the closest thing to
hope. The bottle emptied, the room got
still. [music] We heard the traffic
dragging up the hill. You said, "If I
leave, don't [music] follow me." I said,
"If you call, don't promise anything
because we both know
how the ending goes. [singing and music]
You'll become smoke.
I'll become alone.
Love is [music] a lowlife, slow life,
cigarette glowing in a bad light.
[singing]
>> [music]
>> Love is a lowlife, sweet life, a little
bit of heaven [music] with a wrong side.
Hold me like [music] a damn religion
real. Kiss me till there's nothing left
to feel.
Love is a lowlife.
And baby, we look good inside it.
>> [music]
>> There are rooms we never leave.
>> [music]
>> There are names we never lose. [singing]
There are people we survived and [music]
still compare everyone to.
If this is all we get,
>> [music]
>> let it ache, let it shine.
I don't need it clean.
I just need it mine.
>> [music]
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>> Love is a lowlife, slow life,
cigarette [music] glowing in a bad
light.
>> [music]
>> Love is a low light, sweet life.
A little bit of heaven with a wrong
side.
>> [music]
>> Hold me like the damage isn't real. Kiss
me till there's nothing left to feel.
Love is a low light.
Baby, we look good inside it.
Love is low light.
Not a sunrise.
It [music] shows the truth in your
beautiful lies.
If I had to lose, I'd lose like this.
With your smoke in the room and your
ghost
on my
lips.
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>> Welcome to low rent paradise. [singing]
[music]
Where the pretty girls smoke in the
lonely men lie.
>> [music]
>> Where the champagne's warm and the
mirror is cool. [singing]
>> [music]
>> And everybody's breaking
some beautiful
>> [music]
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>> There's a motel pool full of cigarette
stars.
>> [music]
>> A broken payphone by the vending
machines.
You came [music] downstairs with your
hair undone,
looking like trouble
from [music] a forgotten dream.
You said this town breaks the soft ones
[music] first,
then smiled like you knew exactly where
it hurt.
I said, "I'm not soft, I just bleed
inside."
You said, "Baby, [music]
that's soft with pride."
And the past [music] drifted like smoke
in the room.
You moved beside me
>> [music]
>> like elegant doom.
>> Lower
end paradise.
>> [music]
>> We look so good under damaged lights.
Hold me close where the good girls don't
[music] go. Kiss me slow in the
afterglow.
>> Lower
end paradise.
>> No one gets clean, no one thinks twice.
If love is a fall, let it feel this
nice. [music] Down in the lower end
paradise.
>> [music]
>> Your sunglasses sat on the Bible drawer.
Your lipstick marked [music] the
bathroom door. You talked about leaving
like it was a song, something you meant
but not for long. I watched you pour gin
into [music] lemonade. You said, "I like
men who already know." And I said, "I
like women [music] who scare me enough."
You said, "That isn't love, but it's
close enough." And the rain
>> [music]
>> came down on the parking lot
like the sky confessed what we could
not.
>> Lower
end paradise.
>> We look so good under damaged [music]
lights. Hold me close where the good
girls don't go. Kiss me in the
afterglow.
>> Lower end paradise. Lower in paradise.
[music]
>> No one gets clean. No one thinks twice.
If love is a fall, let it feel this
nice. Down in lower in paradise.
>> [music]
>> Maybe we're sinners. [music] Maybe we're
tired. Maybe the whole damn world is
built on desire.
Maybe the morning [music]
will make us ashamed.
But tonight you're an angel
>> [music]
>> with a fake last name.
Leave me a number
you'll never call.
Leave me [music] a memory
bigger than a song.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Bigger than a song.
>> [music]
>> Lower
in paradise.
We look so good under damaged [music]
lights. Hold me close where the good
girls don't go. Kiss me slow in the
afterglow.
>> [music]
>> Lower in paradise. No one gets clean. No
one thinks twice. If love is a fall, let
it feel this nice. Down in lower in
paradise.
Welcome to lower in
paradise.
Where the pretty girls smoke and the
lonely men lie.
>> [music]
>> You will be gone the morning light.
But you made hell look nice.
>> [music]
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>> Streetlights burn through the rainy
glass.
>> [music]
>> Stepping heavily
>> [singing]
>> on the midnight gas.
There's a smudge of red
on the dashboard tray
from the dangerous [music] girl who
walked away.
I rolled down the window, let the cold
[music] wind blow. [singing] Got a tank
full of gas and nowhere to go. The
radio's dead, just the engine's hum,
waiting for the painful morning to come.
>> [music]
>> A pack of Marlboros sitting by my side,
the only girlfriend [music] on this
empty ride. I strike a match, and I
breathe it in deep, a toxic lullaby when
I cannot sleep.
Oh, it's a lonely drive
>> [music]
>> through the dead of night,
where the neon signs
are the only light.
>> [music]
>> You left your lipstick,
and you left a scar.
A beautiful
inside my car. [music]
I'm intoxicated by the thought of you. A
fateful [music] attraction I can't undo.
We played with fire in a world of sin.
Now [music] I'm just a loser who let you
in.
>> [music]
>> The whiskey has worn off.
[music and singing] The numbness fades.
I'm driving straight into the darkest
shades. I remember your hands. [music] I
remember your [singing] dress. A
masterpiece painted in gorgeous
distress. [music] You told me you loved
me with a cynical smile. I knew it was
fake but I stayed for a while because in
this plastic beautiful world, you were
my [music] favorite dangerous girl. Pack
them up or sit them by my side. [music]
The only loyal friend on this empty
ride. I strike a match and I breathe it
in deep.
A toxic lullaby when I cannot sleep.
Oh,
it's a lonely drive
through the air all night [music]
where the neon [singing] signs
are the only [music] light.
You left your lipstick
and you left [music] a scar.
A beautiful ghost
inside my car.
I'm intoxicated by the thought of you. A
fateful [music]
attraction I can't undo. We played with
fire in a world of sin. Now I'm just a
loser who let you in.
>> [music]
>> Dark at the end of the sea.
The scent of your perfume is
suffocating. [music]
I'm addicted to the pain.
>> Oh,
it's a lonely drive.
The end of night.
>> [music]
>> With [singing] neon signs.
Oh, the only light.
You left your lipstick.
And you left a scar. [music]
A beautiful ghost.
Inside my [music] car.
Just an empty road.
>> [music]
>> And a fading word stained
faith. [music]
Black.
>> [music]
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>> Martini tears in the crystal glass.
You smile like money, but it never
lasts.
Black satin slipping off your shoulder
blade.
>> [music]
>> You make ruin look custom made.
>> [music]
[music]
>> The lounge was full of beautiful ghosts.
All hungry eyes [music] and expensive
clothes.
You sat alone where the blue lights
fell.
>> [music]
>> Like a rich girl waiting outside of
hell.
>> [music]
>> I said, "You look like someone hard to
please." You said, "You look like
someone on his knees."
I laughed because the truth [music] came
quick. Some women know exactly where to
stick the knife in.
And the jazz went crooked and the room
turned [music] slow. He said, "Don't get
attached."
Like I didn't [singing] know.
Martini [music] tears, dangerous grace,
a little bit of heaven on a guilty face.
You make sadness look good in the
chandelier [music and singing] light.
You make wrong feel right for one more
night. Martini tears, [music] silver and
cold. Love gets cheap when the night
gets old. If you leave me here with
nothing but [music] smoke, at least make
it beautiful [singing]
when you go.
>> [music]
>> You said your lover was waiting uptown,
but you didn't [music] move. You just
looked down. The olives sank in the
bottom of your drink like every bad
thought you refused to think. I asked
[music] if you were happy. You said,
"Define it." Then traced your nail
through the [singing] water line. Your
perfume stayed where your shadow moved
like a slow confession in a crowded
[music] room.
And I knew [singing] right then in the
velvet air you were not mine. [music]
But I
wanted you there.
Martini tears, dangerous grace, [music]
a little bit of heaven on a guilty face.
You make sadness look good in the
chandelier light. You make wrong feel
right for one more night. Martini
[music] tears, silver and cold. Love
gets cheap when the night gets old.
[music] If you leave me here with
nothing but smoke, at least make it
beautiful
when you go.
>> [music]
>> Maybe glamour is grief
with a better dress.
Maybe desire is just loneliness [music]
well pressed.
You don't need saving.
I don't need truth. [music]
Just one slow dance
in the ruins of you.
>> [music]
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>> Martini tears.
Martini tears.
>> [music and singing]
>> Martini tears.
Martini tears.
Dangerous [music] grace, a little bit
[singing] of heaven on a guilty face.
You make sadness look good in the
chandelier [music]
light. You make wrong feel right for one
more night, martini tears.
>> [music]
>> You're silver and cold. Love gets cheap
when the night gets old. If you leave me
here with nothing but smoke, at least
make it beautiful
>> [music]
>> when you go.
Martini tears in a crystal glass.
You smile like [music and singing]
money, but it never lasts.
By morning, you were only [music]
perfume and air.
And one more ghost in a velvet
chair.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Answered it too [music and singing]
with a flickering sand.
Bottle of red
in a heart of
>> [music]
>> town.
You undid [singing] your hair and you
undid me, [music] too.
Hotel satin in the
>> [music and singing]
>> night.
Painted blue.
>> [music]
>> The ice machine hums down [music] the
end of the hall.
We don't say much. We don't say it at
all.
>> [music]
>> Your shoulder the moonlight,
a cigarette glow.
Some kind [music] of love
we're not
going to know.
>> [music]
>> Hotel satin, lost in your orbit.
A beautiful [music] gravity, baby, I
want it.
Pull [music] me apart in the dark, in
the heat.
We're two fallen stars.
On a
street.
>> [music]
>> Check out [music] is noon,
>> [singing]
>> but we're already gone.
You'll be [music] a stranger by the time
of [singing] the dawn, but God, for
these [music] hours, you're all that I
need.
A dangerous woman, a sweet little plea.
Hotel [music and singing]
Saturn, lost in your orbit. A beautiful
gravity, baby, I want it.
>> [music]
>> Pull me apart in the dark and the heat.
>> [music]
>> We're two falling stars
>> [music]
>> on a dead-end street.
>> [music]
>> In the morning,
we'll scatter [music] us thin
back to the lives we were [music]
drowning in.
But tonight, there's just you and this
dim [music] little room and the slow
lovely ache of two souls.
>> [music]
>> Hotel Saturn,
>> [music]
>> fading
to light.
>> [music]
>> You were the best wrong
I did right.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> Down to my last one, down [music] to my
last dime.
You and this habit, [music]
you're both out of time.
I light it up slow on the edge of the
bed
>> [music]
>> watching smoke spell the things left
unsaid.
>> [music]
>> You sleep like an angel [music] that
fell from the rift.
A beautiful borrower
>> [singing]
>> I never could [music] lend.
The window cracked open and I creep
[music] in in.
I count all my losses against your warm
skin.
This is my last cigarette.
>> [music]
>> This is my
regret.
The slowest way I know to forget,
[music and singing] but you stir
in the dark and you pull me back
[singing] down and I light up another.
I'm not leaving town.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Morning's a stranger
I keep at the door.
You ask me to stay [music]
and I want [singing] nothing more.
A dangerous woman, a [music] permanent
ache.
The kind of mistake that I'd happily
make. This [music] is my last cigarette.
This is my [singing] last regret.
>> [music]
>> The slowest way I know to forget, but
you stir
in the dark and [music] you pull me back
down and I light up another.
[music and singing]
I'm not leaving town.
>> [music]
[music]
>> One more [music] drag, one more light.
One [singing] more reason I won't say
goodbye. The ashtray's a graveyard of
all my resolve and you're the one
problem I'll never solve.
>> [music]
>> Last cigarette.
>> [music]
>> Burning low.
The smoke [music]
and the woman
I'll never let go.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> 3:00 in the morning, parked under a
tree.
Just me [music] in the shadow
of who I should be.
The [music] engine is off, but the
heater [singing] is on.
Waiting around for [music] a miserable
dawn.
I reach in my pocket,
I [music] pull out the pack.
There's only one left, there
is no going [music] back.
The cigarette strong, it's slowing my
heart, [music] tearing this cynical
armor apart.
>> [music]
>> I stare at the dashboard. I stare at the
night.
Losing my will [music]
to continue the fight.
I'm taking the last drag, [music]
holding it deep.
A dirty old secret
I'm trying to [music] keep.
Breathing you out in a cloud of gray
smoke.
>> [music]
>> A tragedy disguised as a terrible joke.
The nicotine rushes up,
heating my brain,
leaving me empty
and cold in this place.
I'm letting you go
with the flick of an ash.
A slow-motion beautiful romantic crash.
Your voice on my [music] voicemail, a
ghost in the phone,
reminding [singing] me why
>> [music]
>> I am better alone.
We were a poison
that tasted so sweet.
>> [music]
>> A mutual destruction
we couldn't defeat.
The red cherry burns in the dark of the
car. [music]
A tiny and fading
meaningless star.
>> [music]
>> A sluggish drumbeat is slowing my heart,
tearing this cynical armor apart.
I stare at the dashboard. I [music]
stare at the night.
Losing my will to continue the fight.
I'm taking the [music] last drag,
holding it deep.
A dirty old secret I'm [music] trying to
keep.
Breathing you out in a crowd of gray
smoke. [music]
A tragedy disguised as a terrible joke.
>> [music]
>> The nicotine rushes up
fleeting bliss
leaving [music] me empty
and cold in this place.
I'm letting you go
with [music] the flick of an ash.
A slow motion beautiful romantic crash.
>> [music]
>> Inhale.
Exhale.
Let the memory dissolve. [music]
Let the night take over.
>> [music]
>> I'm taking [music] the last drag,
holding it deep.
>> [music]
>> A dirty old secret
I'm trying to keep.
Breathing you [music] out
in a crowd [singing] of gray smoke.
A tragedy disguised [music] as a
terrible joke.
The last drag.
It's [music] finally over.
>> [music]
>> Mhm.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> You left lipstick on the exit sign.
Like even goodbye [music] needed
[singing]
a little red wine.
Smoking [music]
your hair, trouble in your eyes.
I should have known better, but [music]
I lied.
Like the lie.
>> [music]
[music]
>> The basement bar was breathing slow,
blue light dripping on the floor [music]
below. You danced like the world had
done you wrong, and I was just drunk
enough to sing along. You said, "Don't
ask me where I've been." With the little
[music] black dress and a tight grin.
And I said, "Don't worry, I'm damaged,
too." You smiled like that was beautiful
news, and [music] the baseline crawled
through the walls like sin.
You touched [music] my hand, and the
room caved in.
>> [music]
>> I don't want safe.
I want your kind of wrong.
The kind that stains [music] me when the
night is gone.
Kiss me where lonely people hide [music]
under the glow
of the exit sign.
>> [music]
>> I don't want clean,
I want smoke and wine.
Your red mouth is ruining my [music]
peace of mind.
Leave me with a memory I can't
deny.
>> [music]
>> Lipstick on the exit sign.
Outside the city [music] had a wet black
shine, like a movie scene with no clear
line between [music and singing] romance
and a bad mistake, between being loved
and staying awake. You called a cab and
called it off, lit one more [music]
cigarette and softly coughed and said,
"Baby, I'm no good for you." I said,
"That's the oldest thing that's ever
been true." And your phone lit up with
someone [music] else's name.
You turned it down like you weren't
ashamed.
>> [music]
>> I don't want safe,
I want your kind of wrong.
The kind that [music] stains me when the
night is gone.
Kiss me where the lonely [music]
people hide
under the glow
of the exit sign.
>> [music]
>> I don't want clean,
I want smoke and wine.
>> [music]
>> Your red mouth is ruining my peace of
mind.
Leave me with a memory [music]
I can't
deny.
Lipstick on the exit [music] sign.
>> [music]
>> We're too old to call it magic,
[singing]
too to call it deep.
Too broke to buy forgiveness. [music]
Too proud to beg instead. You were
laughing in the rainfall. [music] I was
falling in the dark. [singing]
Some people leave a number. [music]
Some people leave a mark.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> I don't want to say.
>> [music]
>> I want your kind of wrong.
The kind that stains me when the night
is gone. [music]
Kiss me where the lonely people hide.
Under the glow [music] of the exit sign.
I don't want [music] clean. I want smoke
and wine.
Your red mouth is ruining my
>> [music]
>> peace of mind.
Leave me with a memory I can't
deny.
>> Lipstick [music] on the exit sign. You
left lipstick on the exit sign.
Like giving goodbye
needed a little red wine. [music]
I watched you vanish in the taxi light.
>> [music]
>> Red mouth,
black night, exit sign.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Drive
till the feeling dies.
Past the motels [music]
and the liquor signs.
>> [music]
>> Your head on the window,
your eyes on the moon.
>> [music]
>> We left the city like a bad afternoon.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> The highway shivered under gasoline
rain. You said my name like you were
testing [music] pain. I kept [singing]
both hands on the wheel too tight,
trying not to love [music] you in the
dashboard light.
You had a cigarette behind your
[singing] ear,
a silver flask in the quiet field. Said
if I fall asleep, don't take me home.
[music] I said, "Baby, nobody should
wake up alone." And the white lines fade
[music]
in the darkest wild.
Your silence moves
>> [music]
>> like a ghost inside. So, we drive
>> [music]
>> till the feeling dies,
till the old hurt
loses [music] its appetite,
till your heartbreak
falls behind
like a town
we never lie.
Drive [music] till
the morning comes,
till the bad love comes undone. If we
can't be saved tonight,
we can still outrun the light.
>> [music]
>> You told me about him near the county
line,
how we made love feel like doing time. I
told [music] you about her by the exit
ramp, how she left my heart like a
burned out lamp. We laughed at the
things that almost killed us,
>> [music]
>> like growing up life had tried to build
us out of unpaid bills and motel sheets,
out of pretty lies and broken sleep.
And the radio cried
in a minor key.
You looked [music] half
alive
and close to
dying.
Till the feeling dies,
till the old hurt
loses its [music] appetite,
till your heartbreak
falls behind.
>> [music]
>> Like a town,
we never lie.
Drive till the morning comes, [music]
till the bad love comes undone. If we
can't be saved tonight,
we can still [music] outrun the light.
>> [music]
>> Maybe we're not running.
Maybe we're just learning how to
breathe.
>> [music]
>> Maybe all this darkness is the only
honest place to be. [music]
Put your hand in my jacket. [music]
Close your eyes
if you need. [music]
There's no heaven on this highway.
But there's [music] a little peace.
>> [music]
[music]
>> So we drive [music]
till the feeling dies.
Till the old heart
loses its appetite.
Till [music] your heartbreak
falls behind.
Like a town
we never left.
Drive till [music]
the morning comes. Till the bad love
comes undone. If we can't be safe
tonight, we can still outrun [music] the
light.
Drive
till the feeling dies.
Past [music] the motels and the liquor
signs.
Your head on the window. [singing]
[music]
Your
eyes on the moon.
I still miss that
road with you.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> She brought me [music] flowers from a
liquor store.
Roses wrapped in receipts on the
bathroom floor. She said, "Love is
prettier when it's half [music]
destroyed." Then kissed me like a habit
she could
still avoid. [music]
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
>> The club was closing, the streets were
wet. Her mascara [singing] ran like a
dark regret. She held her heels in her
[music] right hand and called every taxi
a promised land. We walked past windows
full of better lives,
clean white kitchens and faithful
[music]
wives. She said, "Do you ever feel left
outside?" I said, "Only when I'm trying
to survive." She laughed so softly
like breaking glass. Some women arrive
like a beautiful crash.
Blackout [music] bouquet in my shaking
hands.
>> [music]
>> Head tilts forward where the night
expands.
She was [music] wine and thunder, silk
and shame.
I forgot myself
>> [music]
>> when she said my name.
Blackout bouquet, love gone
wrong, slow dance [music] dying to a
trip hop song. If she was poison, I'd
drink it sweet.
Now every bar
smells [music]
like her to me.
She had a scar that she never [music]
explained, a silver ring and a fake last
name. She said, "Don't make me into
something good." I said, "Baby, [music]
I don't think I could." The morning
found us on the screenless couch with
cigarette burns in the coffee [music]
clouds. She watched the sunlight touch
the floor like it was asking her [music]
for more. I knew she'd leave
before she moved.
Some people teach you [music]
what you can't undo.
Blackout
>> [music]
>> bouquet from my shaking hands.
Petals [music] falling with the night
expanding.
She was white and thunder, silk and
[music] shade.
I forgot myself
when she said my name.
Blackout bouquet, love gone wrong. Slow
dance dying [music] to a trip hop song.
If she was poison, I'd drink it sweet.
>> [music]
>> Now every bar
smells like her to me.
>> [music]
>> There are girls who want saving.
There are girls who want gold.
She wanted one [music] dark evening
where she didn't [singing] feel cold.
There are men who want heaven.
>> [music]
>> There are men who want truth. I wanted
one clean minute inside [music]
the ruin of you. Don't call it tragic.
Don't call it
>> [music]
>> Some flowers bloom
when it's already too late.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Blackout [music] bouquet in my shaking
hands.
Petals falling where the night expects.
She was wine and thunder, [music] silk
and shame.
I forgot myself
when she said [music] my [singing] name.
Blackout bouquet, love gone wrong, slow
dance dying to a trip [music] hop song.
If she was poison, I drank it sweet.
Now every bar [music]
smells like [singing] her to me.
She bought [music] me flowers from a
liquor store.
Roses wrapped in [music and singing]
receipts on the bathroom floor. Blackout
bouquet
will get him blue.
>> [music]
>> Some nights die,
but not in you.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> Love is a low light,
not a sunrise.
It shows the dust in your beautiful
lies.
It makes the room feel softer than it
is,
and leaves its bruises when nobody
looks.
>> [music]
[music]
>> You were standing by the record player,
barefoot, drunk, saying one more prayer
[music] for every man who tried to make
you stay, for every woman you became to
get away. The [music] roads were crying
through the walls. Someone left in the
upstairs hall. You said, "I'm not as
cold as I pretend." [music]
I said, "I'm not as strong as I
[singing] defend." And the shadows bend.
[music]
And the city sighed.
You touched my face
like an alibi.
Love is a low light, [music] a slow
knife, a cigarette glowing in the bad
night.
Love is [music] a low light, a sweet
lie, a little bit of heaven with a wrong
side.
Hold me like the damage isn't real.
Kiss [music] me till there's nothing
left to feel.
Love is a low light. [music]
Baby, we look inside it.
>> [music]
>> You told me secrets with your eyes half
[music] shut.
All the places where the world got
rough. I didn't fix you, I just listened
close. [music] Sometimes that's the
closest thing to hope. The bottle
emptied, the room got still. We heard
the traffic dragging up the hill. You
said, "If [music] I leave, don't follow
me." I said, "If you call, don't promise
anything." Because we both know
[music and singing]
how the ending goes.
You'll become [music and singing]
smoke.
I'll become alone.
>> Love is a low light, a slow night, a
cigarette [music] glowing in the bad
night.
Love [music]
is a low light, a sweet life, a little
bit of heaven with a wrong side.
Hold me like the damage
[music and singing] is unreal.
Kiss me till there's nothing left to
feel.
Love [music] is a low light.
>> And baby, we look good inside it.
>> [music]
>> There are rooms we never leave.
There are names we never lose. There are
people we survived and still compare
[music] everyone [singing] to.
If this is all we get,
let it ache, let it shine.
>> [music]
>> I don't need it clean.
I just need it mine.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Love is a lowlight, [music] slow night.
A cigarette glowing in a bad night.
>> [music]
>> Love is a lowlight, sweet lie. A little
bit of [music] heaven with a wrong side.
Hold me [music] like the damage isn't
real.
Kiss me till there's nothing left to
feel.
Love is a lowlight. [music]
And baby, we look good inside it.
>> [music]
>> Love is a lowlight.
Not a sunrise. [music and singing]
It shows the truth in your beautiful
lies.
If I had to lose, [music]
I'd lose like this.
With your smoke [music and singing] in
the room and your ghost on my lips.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
>> Welcome to low rent paradise.
Where the pretty girls [music] smoke and
the lonely men lie.
Where the champagne's warm and the
mirror is cool.
And everybody's breaking [music]
some beautiful rules.
>> [music]
[music]
>> There's a motel pool full of cigarette
stars.
A broken [music]
payphone by the vending machines.
You came downstairs [music]
with your hair undone.
Looking like trouble [music]
from a forgotten dream.
You said this town makes the soft ones
first.
Then smile like you knew exactly where
it hurt.
>> [music]
>> I said, "I'm not soft. [singing]
I just bleed inside."
You said, [music] "Baby,
that's soft with pride."
And the past drifted [music]
like smoke in the room.
You moved beside me like elegant doom.
Lower end paradise.
>> [music]
>> We look so good in the damaged lights.
Hold me close where the good girls go
cold. [music] Kiss me slow in the
afterglow.
>> Lower
end paradise.
>> No one [music] gets clean. No one thinks
twice. If love is a fall, let it feel
this nice. Down in the [music] lower end
paradise.
The sun lasted [music]
that on the Bible drawer. Your lipstick
marked the bathroom door. You talked
about leaving like it was a song.
Something you meant but not for [music]
long. I watched you pour gin into
lemonade. You said, "I like men who
already know pain." I said, "I like
women who scare me enough." You said,
[music] "That isn't love, but it's close
enough." And the rain came down on the
parking lot
like the sky. Confessed [music]
what we could not.
We look so good under damaged lights.
[music] Hold me close where the good
girls don't go. Kiss me slow in the
afterglow.
No one gets clean. No [music] one thinks
twice. If love is a fall, let it feel
this nice down in Lauren Paradise.
>> [music]
>> Maybe we're sinners. Maybe we're tired.
Maybe the whole damn world is built on
desire. [music]
Maybe the morning will make us ashamed.
But tonight [music] you're an angel
with a fake last name.
>> [music]
>> Leave me a number [singing]
you'll never call.
Leave me [music] a memory
bigger than a soul.
>> [music]
>> Bigger than [music] a soul.
>> [music]
>> Lauren
Paradise.
We look so good under damaged
[music and singing]
lights. Hold me close where the good
girls don't go. Kiss me slow in the
afterglow.
Lauren Paradise. No [music] one gets
clean. No one thinks twice. If love is a
fall, let it feel this nice down in
[music] Lauren Paradise.
Welcome [music] to low
paradise
>> [music]
>> where the pretty girls smoke and the
lonely men lie.
You were gone by the morning [music]
light
but you made hell look nice.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
[music]
>> Streetlights burn through the rainy
glass. [music]
Stepping heavily on the midnight gas.
[music]
There's a smudge of red
on the dashboard tray
from the dangerous girl [music] who
walked away.
I rolled down the window let the cold
wind blow. Got a tank full of gas and
nowhere to go. The radio's [music]
dead just the engine's hum waiting for
the painful morning to come.
A pack of Marlboros sitting [music] by
my side the only loyal friend on this
empty ride. I strike a match and I
breathe it in deep but toxic lullaby
when I cannot sleep.
>> [screaming]
>> It's a A
through the end of night
>> [music]
>> where the neon signs
are the only [singing] light.
You left your lipstick [music]
and you left a scar.
A beautiful [music] ghost
inside my car.
I'm [music] intoxicated by the thought
of you. A fateful attraction I can't
undo. We played with fire in a world of
sin.
Now I'm just a loser who let you in.
The whiskey [music] is wearing off and
I'm in this [singing] phase. I'm driving
straight into the darkest shades. I
remember your hands. I remember your
dress. A masterpiece painted [music] in
gorgeous distress. You told me you loved
me with a cynical smile. I knew it was
fake but I stayed for a while [music]
because in this plastic beautiful world,
you were my favorite dangerous girl. A
pack of Marlboros sitting by my side,
the only loyal friend [music] on this
empty ride. I strike a match and I
breathe it [singing] in deep. A toxic
lullaby when I cannot sleep.
It's a lonely drive
>> [music]
>> through the end of night
where the neon signs
are the [music] only light.
You left your lipstick
and you left a [music] scar.
A beautiful ghost
inside my car. [music]
I'm intoxicated by the thought of you. A
fateful attraction I can't undo. [music]
We played with fire in a world of sin.
Now [singing] I'm just a loser who let
you in.
>> [music]
>> Dark at the empty sea.
>> [music]
>> The scent of your perfume is
suffocating.
>> [music]
>> I'm addicted to the pain.
It's a lonely drive.
Ooh,
>> [music]
>> in the dead of night.
Ooh, with the neon shine.
Ooh,
you're the only light.
You left your lipstick.
And you left a scar. [music]
A beautiful ghost.
Inside my car.
>> [music]
>> Just an empty road.
And a fading [music] red stain.
Hey,
black.
>> [music]
[music]
[music]
>> Martini tears in a crystal glass.
You smile like money, but it never
lasts.
Black satin slipping off your shoulder
blade.
You make ruin look custom [music]
made.
>> [music]
[music]
>> The lounge was full of beautiful ghosts.
All hungry eyes [music and singing] and
expensive clothes.
You sat alone [singing] where the blue
lights [music] fell.
Like a rich girl waiting outside of
hell.
>> [music]
>> I said, "You look like someone hard to
please." You said, "You look like
someone on his knees." [music]
I laughed because the truth came quick.
Some women know exactly where to stick
the knife in.
When the jazz [music] went crooked and
the room turned slow, you said, "Don't
get attached."
Like [music] I didn't know
my teeny tears. Dangerous grace, a
little bit of heaven on a guilty [music]
face. You make sadness look good in the
chandelier light. [singing] You make
wrong feel right for one more night. My
teeny [music] tears, silver and gold.
Love gets cheap when the night gets
sold. If you leave me here with nothing
[music] but smoke, at least make it
beautiful
when you go.
>> [music]
>> You said your lover was waiting [music]
uptown, but you didn't move. You just
looked down. The olives sank in the
bottom of your drink like every [music]
bad thought you refused to think. I
asked if you were happy. You said,
"Define it." Then traced your nail
[singing] through the waterline. Your
perfume stayed where [music] your shadow
moved, like a slow confession in a
crowded room. And I knew [music] right
then in the velvet air you were not
mine.
But I
wanted you there.
Oh, my teeny tears.
Dangerous [music] grace, a little bit of
heaven on a guilty face. You make
sadness look good [music] in the
chandelier light. You make wrong feel
right for one more night. Martini
[music] tears, silver and gold. Love
gets cheap when the night gets old.
[music] If you leave me here with
nothing but smoke, at least make it
beautiful when you go.
>> Maybe glamour [music] is grief
with a better dress.
Maybe desire is just [music]
loneliness well pressed.
>> You don't need saving.
I don't need [music] truth.
Just one slow dance
in the ruins of you.
>> [music]
[music]
>> Martini tears.
>> [singing and music]
[music]
>> Martini tears.
Dangerous grace, a little [singing] bit
of heaven on a guilty [music]
face. You make sadness look good in the
chandelier light. You [singing] make
wrong feel right [music] for one more
night. Martini tears,
silver and gold. Love gets cheap when
the night gets old. If [music] you leave
me here with nothing but smoke, at least
make it beautiful
>> [music]
>> when you go. Martini tears in a crystal
glass.
You smile [music] like money, but it
never lasts.
By morning, you were only perfume
[singing and music]
and air.
And one more ghost in a velvet [singing]
chair.
>> [music]