A Pain That I'm Used To
Lyrics:
[English]
I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway?
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well, it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul
I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air, I will leave it there
On a note full of hope, not despair
All this running around, well, it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
All this running around, well, it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
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Vocabulary in this song:
Vocabulary | Meanings |
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console /kənˈsoʊl/ B2 |
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drive /draɪv/ B2 |
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thrive /θraɪv/ C1 |
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conceal /kənˈsiːl/ C1 |
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achieve /əˈtʃiːv/ B2 |
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paradise /ˈpærədaɪs/ B2 |
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thrill /θrɪl/ C1 |
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faking /ˈfeɪkɪŋ/ C2 |
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pray /preɪ/ B2 |
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seeds /siːdz/ A2 |
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fears /fɪərz/ B1 |
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Grammar:
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I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
➔ Indirect Question with 'what' and 'anymore'
➔ The sentence uses an indirect question structure. 'What I'm looking for' acts as the subject complement after 'sure'. 'Anymore' indicates that the search has been ongoing but is now uncertain.
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I just know that I'm harder to console
➔ 'Harder' as a comparative adjective, 'to console' as an infinitive of purpose.
➔ 'Harder' compares the current state of being comforted with a previous state. 'To console' expresses the difficulty in providing comfort.
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Can you say what you're trying to play anyway?
➔ Modal verb 'can' for ability or request, indirect question 'what you're trying to play'.
➔ 'Can' is used to ask a question about the ability to express something. 'What you're trying to play' is an embedded question functioning as the object of 'say'.
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All the signs that I find have been underlined
➔ Relative clause 'that I find' modifying 'signs', Present Perfect Passive 'have been underlined'.
➔ The relative clause identifies which signs are being referred to. The passive voice emphasizes that the signs were acted upon, rather than acting themselves.
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Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
➔ Relative clause 'that is fueled' modifying 'drive', intransitive verb 'thrive'.
➔ The relative clause describes the kind of 'drive' being talked about. 'Thrive' is used intransitively, meaning it does not take a direct object.
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Just give me a pain that I'm used to
➔ Imperative 'give', relative clause 'that I'm used to' modifying 'pain', 'used to' for past habits or states.
➔ 'Give' is an instruction or request. The relative clause specifies which kind of pain is desired. 'Used to' describes a familiarity with the pain.
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I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
➔ 'Need to' for necessity, 'conceive' as a transitive verb.
➔ 'Need to' expresses that belief is not required. 'Conceive' takes 'dreams' as its direct object, indicating the act of creating the dreams.
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You just need to achieve something that rings true
➔ 'Need to' for obligation, relative clause 'that rings true' modifying 'something', intransitive verb 'ring' used metaphorically.
➔ 'Need to' expresses a requirement or expectation. The relative clause describes the quality of 'something' – it must be authentic. 'Ring' is used metaphorically to mean 'seems genuine'.