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• By: Uru

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

手を振った後の道が寂しくなるのは

The road after I wave my hand feels lonely now

君の背中が遠くなっていくほど

The farther your back goes away from me

また一人きりの世界に戻っていくから

The more I return alone to this world again

本当は弱くて なんて情けないから

I’m really weak, I’m such a pathetic person

言えないけど でも君はきっと

I can’t say it, but I believe you surely

そんな私のこと随分前から知ってたかな

Knew about me long before now?

点いては消える街灯を見てた

Watching streetlights that flicker then go out

心許ない灯りの中

Under this faint light

行き場を失くした冷たい右手を

You held my cold, lost right hand

握ってくれた君の手が優しかった

That gentle hand of yours was so kind

10年後の私はちゃんと笑えてるかな

Will I be able to smile properly ten years from now?

今日まで流した涙の分も

Even for the tears I’ve shed until today

拭いきれない弱さも君がくれた強さも

The weakness I can't wipe away, and the strength you gave me

胸の奥 抱きしめていよう

I want to hold close to my heart

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「僕も同じだよ」初めて君が零した

The first time you said, "I feel the same"

たくさんの後悔や痛みが

All the regrets and pain you shed

小さな振動と共に私の肩に届いた

Reached my shoulders along with tiny vibrations

街ですれ違う人たちも

People you pass by in the city,

今隣にいてくれる君も

And you, standing here beside me now

乗り越えてきた苦しみや傷痕を

While carrying the pain and scars you've overcome

両手に抱えながら生きているのかな

Are you living while holding those close in your arms?

丸い背中を二つ並べた夜の空に

On this night sky with two rounded backs side by side

指で小さな夢を描いてみる

I draw a tiny dream with my finger

熱くなっていく手を君に握り返して

I hold your hand, which is getting warmer, and return the gesture

もう一度 小さく願った

And once again, I make a small wish

躓きながら

While stumbling

立ち止まりながら

While stopping again and again

ゆっくりと歩いていく

I walk slowly forward

10年前にここで見上げた夜の空を

Remembering that night sky I looked up at ten years ago here

思い出しながら笑おう

And smiling again

「タイムマシーンがあったら教えてあげたいよ」と

If I had a time machine, I’d want to tell you

また君とこの場所で笑ってる

That I’m laughing here with you again in this place

胸の奥 抱きしめていよう

I want to keep hugging that chest deep inside

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Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
寂しい (sabishii) /s̠a̠biɕiː/ A2	adjective - lonely, solitary, desolate
背中 (senaka) /s̠e̞na̠ka̠/ A2	noun - back (of body)
弱 (yowa) /jo̞ɰᵝa/ A2	adjective - weak
街灯 (gaitou) /ɡaitoː/ B1	noun - street lamp
灯り (akari) /akaɾʲi/ B1	noun - light, illumination
冷たい (tsumetai) /t͡sɯme̞ta̠i/ A2	adjective - cold (to the touch)
優 (yasashi) /ja̠sa̠ɕiː/ A2	adjective - gentle, kind
涙 (namida) /na̠mida̠/ A2	noun - tear
強さ (tsuyosa) /t͡sɯjo̞sa/ A2	noun - strength
後悔 (koukai) /koːka̠i/ B2	noun - regret, remorse
痛み (itami) /itami/ A2	noun - pain, ache
振動 (shindou) /ɕindoː/ B1	noun - vibration, oscillation
苦しみ (kurushimi) /kɯɾɯɕimi/ B1	noun - suffering, pain, distress
傷痕 (kizuato) /kizɯato/ B2	noun - scar, mark
夢 (yume) /jɯme/ A1	noun - dream
熱 (netsu) /ne̞t͡sɯ/ A2	noun - heat, fever
躓 (tsumazuki) /t͡sɯmabɯki/ B2	verb - to stumble, to trip