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Lyrics & Translation

[English]

My 15-year-old daughter is incredibly violent.

And has many outbursts.

(bleeps) idiot.

(bleeps)

(mumbles loudly)

Our house is in chaos 24/7.

Let me go!

(bleeps)

(loud shrieks)

My relationship with Taylor right now is strained

because of what's going on.

I don't feel like she knows how to deal with her issues.

Taylor is mentally ill.

She has bipolar and borderline personality.

We noticed the outbursts around the age of 10.

I started recording five years ago

because trying to explain to doctors about the outbursts,

it's really hard to put it into words.

When Taylor's having an outburst

and I feel like she's gonna destroy our home

or hurt herself, I'll put her in a bear huge.

(loud shrieks)

Do you want more?

Stop!

Over the last few years her outbursts have become more

intense and she says some of the most really vial things.

Dad, I hope you die!

Lower your voice.

Stop!

When she's not having an outburst,

she is the most loving, caring daughter.

When Taylor's at her worst, she is like a caged animal.

Shut the (bleeps) up!

She has destroyed things in our home

such as putting holes in the walls,

cracked my elbow, hit me a lot,

I have a big bruise on my back right now.

She had a full soda can and just started banging

it up against her head.

She hit herself so hard that the can of soda exploded.

I feel like we're walking through a mine field.

Yeah every step we take, is it gonna blow up?

My fault because you're saying all this stuff in text.

Mom, can you just shut up?

It's hard to tell whether it's just bratty teenage girl

or mental issues.

Taylor outburst had such a huge effect on my life.

I had to quit my job, our marriage is in crisis right now,

we've been holding on by a string.

Me and my wife Bevee are totally, 100% lost.

We have no idea what to do.

Okay.

Is that true?

You guys are lost?

You're outta options, you don't know what to do?

Yes sir.

Correct.

Would it be fair to say that you feel like you're hostages

right now in your home?

Yes sir.

Do you believe your daughter loves you, hates you,

resents you, what?

All three.

She loves me.

Right.

Hates me, and resents me.

Depending on where we're at,

where she's at at that moment.

Key Vocabulary

Vocabulary	Meanings
violent /ˈvaɪələnt/ B2	adjective - showing or involving physical force intended to hurt, damage, or kill someone or something.
outbursts /ˈaʊtbɜːrst/ B1	noun - a sudden release of strong emotion.
chaos /ˈkeɪɒs/ B2	noun - complete disorder and confusion.
strained /streɪnd/ B1	adjective - damaged or weakened (a relationship).
mentally /ˈmentəli/ B1	adverb - relating to the mind.
ill /ɪl/ A2	adjective - not in good health.
bipolar /baɪˈpoʊlər/ C1	adjective - relating to or affected by bipolar disorder.
personality /ˌpɜːrsəˈnæləti/ B1	noun - the combination of characteristics or qualities that form an individual's distinctive character.
recording /rɪˈkɔːrdɪŋ/ B1	noun - the process of storing information.
destroy /dɪˈstrɔɪ/ B1	verb - to ruin or damage something completely.
intense /ɪnˈtens/ B2	adjective - very strong.
vial /ˈvaɪəl/ C1	adjective - morally offensive; disgusting.
caged /keɪdʒd/ B1	adjective - confined in a cage.
bruise /bruːz/ A2	noun - an injury where blood capillaries are broken.
mine /maɪn/ A2	noun - an explosive device.
crisis /ˈkraɪsɪs/ B2	noun - a time of intense difficulty or danger.
hostages /ˈhɒstɪdʒɪz/ B2	noun - a person held prisoner by another.