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hey guys it's me Conan and today I'm in
a weird mood but I felt like vlogging I
don't I'm gonna put this down somewhere
so basically right now I am parked in a
car in the middle of nowhere I don't
know where I am I definitely am lost
I've just kind of been driving around my
town for like an hour and a half because
I felt like getting out of the house
because I've just been sitting in my
house working for like the past four
days so now I'm here I'm having a good
time there's a really really beautiful
gigantic house like on top of the hill
over there I'm like a really curious
person and I really like to just drive
around and look at people's houses and
wonder like what type of people are in
there and like what they're doing and
what they do as a job and what their
families are like that's like my way of
de-stressing is just kind of driving
around and I don't know thinking about
things other than my job and stuff like
that it's really pretty here I really
like it I kind of wish I lived like
right here I'm not sure what I'm gonna
do today I'm a workaholic I just want to
work all the time it's definitely
problematic for me it's not even that I
work a lot I just like really stress
about work a lot it's bad I really
shouldn't every once in a while I get in
these moods where I'm like I've been
working for so long and so I kind of
like forced myself to go outside and
like feel the wind in my hair and not
stay in my Dusty room all day so that's
what I'm gonna do today
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I actually live in Texas people
literally grow things here like plants
you can't see anything
for like like the Horizon is just moves
which is weird I like it it makes me
feel small I'm a smoky
so I sing to her
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which way do I go
so I do this thing where I drive really
far away and then I purposefully get
lost and don't use directions and just
try to find my way back and normally I
can find my way back like I'm pretty
good at it but I don't think I can do it
this time so I think I'll just use my
phone right now I am sitting on some
railroad tracks I really got myself lost
this time but that was kind of my goal
so check achieved
tonight
I am back at home now I had a very
interesting Adventure I was definitely
lost like there's no doubt about that
found my way back home and I've been
home for like 30 minutes now and I think
that my friend matoke is about to pick
me up because he's in town for the
holidays which is fun because I don't
get to see him very often he's like what
is there to do in your town and I was
like
um
nothing so we'll see what we'll end up
doing I had a very good date with myself
I drove around for like three hours but
it was good it was good it was a good
time good memories I'm just now noticing
like right before I literally move in
like a few months how much of my town
that I'd like don't even know about yet
and like how many neighborhoods and how
many roads and how many like random
buildings that I just I've never seen
even though I've lived in this town for
like almost seven years now which is the
longest I've ever lived in a city before
when I was younger I'd always just move
after like a year so this is definitely
like where I would call like home like
my hometown but there's just so much I
don't know about it and I'm leaving in
like a few months part of me just wants
to like absorb as much of it as I can
while I'm still here oh wait squirrel
oh my God Zoom faster look at him there
it is squirrel who are you where is she
going
and now I guess I'll show matoki
whatever part of my town that is worth
seeing
so I'm here with my Toki hey what's good
it's your boy he's been my um basically
Big Brother since I was like five years
old so it's good it's been good to you
know raise you yeah I'm also his father
yeah it's kind of weird how that worked
out genetically but yeah you came from
my balls at the same time like you're my
brother you know but it's whatever I try
not to think about this anymore Ball
Brothers
how PG is your audience no they're okay
it's those cats no it's casual you know
we're just here yeah he's here in my
tiny town for the what is it the way the
Christmas the Christmas how have you
been like having it so far
um you know it's not that special let's
be real but but at the same time like
that's that's life you know that's like
how I am yeah I'm not that special yeah
you're definitely not special
if we're being honest here if we're
being honest I wish I'd never met myself
yeah I think about that every day
actually like whenever I'm like going to
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wow
good morning guys
it's really chilly this morning I had a
really nice time with metoki yesterday
he is just such a kind person and I'm so
glad that his everything in his life is
going so well right now so I love you my
Toki
yep I think that today I'll probably
hang out with my friend Ellie so happy I
don't have to go to school it's pretty
windy today so I'm wearing my beanie
because it really keeps me warm and this
mock neck that I really liked I talked
about in my favorites video what'd you
have to Rocky
goodbye then I'm wearing this blue warm
coat thing that's soft here which is
nice and jeans
let's go pick a valley
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thank you
me and Elle just watched Jackie what did
you think it was so good it was really
pretty like every single shot was so
pretty and Natalie Portman's amazing it
was really good would recommend we were
gonna watch another but now we're gonna
go to The Domain instead because we feel
like eating and looking at things that
we can't afford yes thank you
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Ellie's carrying a big bowl of soup I
have sushi gluten-free cookie some peach
tea we good
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these aren't ripe yet these are the
Roses aren't right
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I had a really nice day with Ellie I
love her so much and I'm just so glad
that I have a friend like her I had a
really good time it's kind of like did
whatever we wanted we always have the
weirdest amount of fun walking around
stores so I love spending days with her
I just got my new Journal which is a
lectern instead of a moleskin and it's
all white pages like this it's not lined
so it's more like a Sketchbook it'll be
easier for me to like draw inside this
one instead of writing in it so I'll be
able to write and draw on it which is
going to be really nice so I think I'll
just end this day with some journaling
talking about my day my face is really
red because I washed it but wow very
interesting good night
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well I look crazy but good morning I
just started off my day with um planning
out like this weekend or the rest of
this week and all of next week so that's
like all my videos down here I write
like the two videos that are going up
this week because I upload twice a week
and so you can see that and like there
was all that editing for that so this
was already done
um and so today I have to film 18
lessons that I learned by the age of 18
and I'm gonna start editing it and I
need to make sure to remember it to Vlog
editing upload and then edit Vlog yeah
so I just like plan everything out when
I know I'm gonna have a particularly
stressful day I like to start off the
day with planning so that I don't have
all my thoughts jumbled up in my head
and then I can't do anything because if
you're anything like me when I have a
lot of things to do my brain like can't
pull out like what's important to do and
the things that aren't important to do
yeah and today's gonna be a productive
day hopefully I just finished filming my
18 lessons that I learned the hard way
by the age of 18 aftermath I mean I've
cleaned up a lot of it already now I'm
gonna get some real clothes on because
all I'm wearing is this without a shirt
under it and um pajamas so no clothes on
and then I'll probably head to Starbucks
to edit because boy has work to do
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good morning it is New Year's Eve I love
New Year's because it's kind of like a
good time that I don't know separate
things that happened that year into the
next year because we all know that the
things that happened in 2016.
really pushed us really far away I'm
currently just finishing up a video
with Ricky he's so cute I will catch him
later I'm on my way to my friend's house
and I checked the mail and I got my new
chapstick which like sounds like a very
weird thing to be excited about but my
lips they're crackly guys and I need
chapstick all the time here's a little
packet it's from this company named
hurray and you guys have actually asked
me about this before this isn't
sponsored by the way you guys have asked
me what chapstick I use because you'll
see like sometimes in my Vlogs I have
like super shiny lips it's this and so I
bought some for me and my
sister oh they gave us something for
free that's sweet plus something fun on
us that's really sweet this is the one
that I always get it is incredible and
then I wanted to try this one which just
has like sunblock in it and they gave me
this one for free
that's so nice thank you harass
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good morning it is January 1st 2017 and
things are the same I try not to like
amp up the New Year too much because I
don't know throughout the course of my
life I've always just kind of been like
if there's something I want to change
about my life then like just change it
like go change it like you don't need a
holiday to tell you to change your life
but I you know I like the new year
because for a lot of people it marks a
time of change and if a holiday is what
it's going to take for people to be
nicer or better to themselves than I'm
all about it um I think that would
change you kind of have to not have that
many rules like if you fail one time you
can just keep trying and keep going
towards what your goal is I hope that
you guys all had an incredible New Years
with people you loved and
um
um a lot has changed on my YouTube
channel since like the past week I went
from like 107 000 subscribers to 140 000
subscribers but um every new person here
I just wanted to take a second to say
hello and welcome to my channel I really
love having you here can't wait to spend
the next year with all of you guys all
140 000 of you guys I'm so grateful for
you guys I tell you in every video in
the comments below I'd love to hear what
kind of things you guys are hoping for
in the new year and what kind of things
you think will happen
um I'd love to hear about like many
things you're looking forward to in the
new year
um I think we could all use for our nice
little positive uplift
with this new year I'll see you guys in
a few days with a brand new video God
bless and goodbye
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