ライフ

• 歌手: ユノ
• アルバム: ライフ

歌詞:

[日本語]

[English]

ねえ　これでばいばいなんでしょ？

Hey, this is goodbye, isn't it?

最後に　思ってたこと　全部話すね

Finally, I'll tell you everything I was thinking.

寂しかった　ひとりの夜が嫌いだった

I was lonely, I hated nights alone.

それはとても冷たかったから　だから温かいを求めた

Because it was so cold, that's why I sought warmth.

自分のこと大事にしない　まあそれも悪くない

I don't take care of myself, but I guess that's not so bad.

積み重ねたワンナイト　きもちいとかわかんないや

One-night stands piled up, I don't even know if they felt good.

あったかい懐と大事なトコ　心の音　どこかに落とした　ぽとっ

My warm embrace and a precious part of me, the sound of my heart, I dropped them somewhere, *plop*.

そんな日々　あたしはあたしって話　正しいとか思ってないし

In those days, it was just me being me, and I didn't think it was right or anything.

なんだかんだ楽しかった　みんなみんな優しかった

All things considered, it was fun, everyone was so kind.

好きって言われんのだけはめんどかった

The only thing that bothered me was being told "I like you."

人生一度きり！みたいなハリキリは皆無

There was absolutely no 'You only live once!' kind of enthusiasm.

救う愛撫　続くライフ　それだけでよかったのに

Saving caresses, a continuing life, that should have been enough...

ここにいるの誰の子？　これは何の罰なの

Whose child is this, who is here? What kind of punishment is this?

求めてきた温度　それの答えがこれなの？

The warmth I sought, is this the answer to it?

気持ち悪い　早くひとりに

I feel sick, I want to be alone quickly.

あたしの身体は揺れ　夢へと堕ちていく

My body sways, falling into a dream.

ライフ　あたしが生き残っちゃってよかったの？

Life, was it really okay that I survived?

ライフ　わがままにあなたのこと堕ろしたのに　ねえ

Life, even though I selfishly aborted you, hey...

はしたないも　だらしないも　しょうがないで赦さないで

Don't forgive me by saying it can't be helped, for being indecent and sloppy.

もっとだめなところ　たくさんあるのに　ねえ

Even though I have many more flaws, hey...

ライフ　あたしのことちゃんと叱ってほしかった

Life, I wanted you to scold me properly.

ばか

Idiot.

誰かが吸ってた煙草　嫌いじゃなかった

I didn't dislike the cigarettes someone was smoking.

あれは確かメンソール　もやもやの清掃

That was definitely menthol, clearing away the haze.

吸って吐いて繰り返して　やがて全部灰になって

Inhaling and exhaling repeatedly, soon it all turned to ash.

まるであたしみたいで　きついね

Just like me, it's harsh, isn't it?

カラオケ　ドライブ　テンプレートランデブー

Karaoke, drives, template rendezvous.

どれもこれも欲の前座　その先にはセックス

All of these were just preludes to desire, and beyond that was sex.

混ぜるな危険　好きと欲は別居よろしく

Do not mix, danger: love and lust should live separately.

楽しめるのは浅瀬　沖へ行けば溺れる

You can only enjoy the shallow end, if you go out to sea, you'll drown.

愛とか　恋とか　なんか苦手だった

I was somehow bad at things like love and romance.

手に入れた瞬間　変わってしまいそうじゃん

The moment I got it, it felt like it would change, you know?

上手く距離を置いて　このままにしといて

Keep a good distance, leave things as they are.

あたし寄りのお互いのためってやつ

Something like 'for both our sakes, but on my terms.'

明日になればきっと他人　しつこく食い下がるのはほんと堪忍

Tomorrow we'll surely be strangers, so I truly can't stand it if you cling stubbornly.

語れば語るほどにあたしってなに？

The more I talk, what am I, really?

夜が明け夢が冷めてく

The night breaks, and dreams fade away.

ライフ　あたしもあなたと逝ければよかったな

Life, I wish I could have gone with you.

ライフ　ただママになることを恐れてただけ　ねえ

Life, I was just afraid of becoming a mother, hey.

赦さないで赦さないで赦さないで赦さないで

Don't forgive me, don't forgive me, don't forgive me, don't forgive me.

もっと生きるべき人がいたのに　ねえ

Even though there were people who deserved to live more, hey...

ライフ　あたしのことちゃんと捌いてほしかった

Life, I wanted you to properly judge me.

ライフ

Life.

最後にこれだけ

Just one last thing.

マヒルさんへ　苦しかったね　悔しかったね

To Mahiru-san, it must have been painful, it must have been frustrating.

あたしはなんにもできなかった　ごめんね

I couldn't do anything, I'm sorry.

いつかそっちで　もしのもしで会えたら

Someday over there, if by any chance we meet,

だいすきな彼のこと紹介してね

Please introduce me to your beloved.

この曲の語彙:

語彙	意味
最後 /saikasu/ B1	noun - end, conclusion
話す /hanasu/ A2	verb - to talk, to speak
寂しい /sabishii/ B1	adjective - lonely, sad
冷たかった /tsumetakatta/ B2	adjective - was cold, icy
求めた /motometa/ B2	verb - sought, requested
温度 /ondo/ B1	noun - temperature
堕ちていく /ochiteiku/ B2	verb - falling, sinking
怖い /kowai/ A2	adjective - scary, afraid
生き残っちゃって /ikinokocchatte/ B2	verb - survived, remains alive
堕ろした /oroshita/ B2	verb - had an abortion, dropped
赦さない /yurusanai/ B2	verb - can't forgive
生きる /ikiru/ A2	verb - to live
捌いてほしかった /saitehoshikatta/ B2	verb - wanted to be treated, handled

文法:

• ねえ　これでばいばいなんでしょ？

  ➔ ～んでしょ？ (Informal confirmation/explanation-seeking)

  ➔ This is an informal way to seek confirmation or express an assumption, often expecting agreement or an explanation. It combines "のです" (explanation, reason) and "でしょう" (probably, right?). Here, "ばいばいなんでしょ" means "It's goodbye with this, isn't it?".

• 寂しかった　ひとりの夜が嫌いだった

  ➔ Past tense of い-adjectives and な-adjectives

  ➔ This sentence demonstrates the past tense forms of Japanese adjectives. For い-adjectives (like "寂しい" - lonely), drop the final い and add "かった" (寂しかった). For な-adjectives (like "嫌いな" - disliked), add "だった" after the adjective stem (嫌いだった).

• きもちいとかわかんないや

  ➔ ～とか (listing examples/vagueness) & ～ないや (informal negative + expressive ending)

  ➔ 「～とか」 is used to list examples or indicate vagueness, meaning "things like... / or something like that". Here, "きもちいとか" refers to "feelings like comfort/pleasure or something". "～ないや" is an informal, expressive ending for negative verbs, often adding a nuance of self-realization or a casual lament. "わかんないや" is an informal contraction of "分かりません" (don't understand) + "や".

• 正しいとか思ってないし

  ➔ ～てない (negative present progressive/state) + ～し (listing reasons/adding information)

  ➔ 「～てない」 is a casual contraction of 「～ていない」, which indicates a negative state or an action that has not been completed/is not currently happening. Here, "思ってない" means "I am not thinking" or "I don't think". "～し" is used to list reasons or add information, similar to "and" or "furthermore", often implying there are other reasons too.

• 好きって言われんのだけはめんどかった

  ➔ ～って言われる (passive voice of quoting) + ～んの (nominalization) + ～だけは (only/especially)

  ➔ 「～って言われる」 is the passive form of "～と言う" (to say), meaning "to be told (that...)". Here, "好きって言われる" means "to be told 'I like you'". "～んの" is a colloquial nominalization of a verb phrase or clause (here, "言われる"), making it a noun. "～だけは" emphasizes that *only* that specific thing is the case, often with a nuance of exception or limitation.

• 救う愛撫　続くライフ　それだけでよかったのに

  ➔ ～だけでよかったのに (only that would have been enough, but... / expressing regret)

  ➔ 「～だけでよかったのに」 is a common expression of regret, meaning "it would have been fine with just (that thing), but..." or "if only (that thing) had been enough...". The "のに" at the end adds a sense of disappointment or a contrast between what was desired/expected and what actually happened.

• あたしが生き残っちゃってよかったの？

  ➔ Verb-てしまう (～ちゃう/～ちゃって) + よかったの？

  ➔ 「～ちゃう" (and its te-form "～ちゃって") is a colloquial contraction of "～てしまう". It can imply completion, regret, or an action happening unintentionally or unexpectedly. Here, "生き残っちゃって" suggests "having survived (perhaps unexpectedly or regrettably)". The "よかったの？" adds a question of whether that outcome was truly good, often rhetorical, implying it might not have been.

• はしたないも　だらしないも　しょうがないで赦さないで

  ➔ ～も～も (both A and B) + ～ないで (negative imperative/request)

  ➔ 「～も～も」 is used to say "both A and B", or "neither A nor B" in negative contexts, indicating that multiple items share a characteristic or are included. Here, "はしたないも だらしないも" means "both indecent and sloppy". "～ないで" is the negative imperative or a request not to do something. It's formed by attaching "ないで" to the plain negative form of a verb. "赦さないで" means "don't forgive me".

• あたしのことちゃんと叱ってほしかった

  ➔ ～てほしかった (wanted someone to do something - past unfulfilled desire)

  ➔ 「～てほしい」 means "I want (someone) to do (something)". When it's in the past tense, "～てほしかった", it means "I wanted (someone) to do (something)" but that action did not happen, expressing a past unfulfilled desire or regret. Here, "叱ってほしかった" means "I wanted you to properly scold me (but you didn't)".

• あたしもあなたと逝ければよかったな

  ➔ Potential Form + ～ばよかった (should have done / expressing regret)

  ➔ 「～ばよかった」 is a common expression of regret, meaning "I should have done...", "it would have been better if I had done...", or "I wish I had done...". It's formed by attaching "ばよかった" to the conditional form (～ば) of a verb. Here, "逝ければ" is the potential form of "逝く" (to pass away/die), meaning "if I could have gone". So, the whole phrase expresses regret about not being able to die together.