This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (shell shocked and traumatized)
00:22
It's hard to speak on what I'm feeling up inside (I'm feeling up inside)
00:25
I can't even look my mama in her eyes (look my mama in her eyes)
00:28
I put you through so much and I apologize (I apologize)
00:31
I'm cashing checks, I hope these hunnids stop the crying (stop the crying)
00:34
Where I'm from, they only love you when you die (when you die)
00:37
I'm from the trenches where we fighting to survive (to survive)
00:40
Can't be another victim of these homicides
00:43
And you can't even show too much love, or they get greedy
00:46
The same niggas ain't give a fuck, saying don't leave me
00:49
For my niggas I wrote this one in blood, I know you see me
00:52
It ain't no turning back, they went too far so fuck a treaty
00:55
Phone on airplane mode, I'm too high up for you to reach me
00:58
I been too busy chasing my dreams, I'm never sleepy
01:01
Catch us at the awards like, "Look mama, I'm on TV"
01:04
I'm just tryna make my mark in this shit, like Pac or Weezy
01:07
I can tell by the look in your eyes, you probably need me
01:10
But it's a lot of girls that's attractive, what can you teach me?
01:12
And is you gon' stick around or say fuck me when this ain't easy?
01:15
It be the ones that you least expected, I swear this shit it get greasy
01:18
This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (shell shocked and traumatized)
01:21
It's hard to speak on what I'm feeling up inside (I'm feeling up inside)
01:24
I can't even look my mama in her eyes (look my mama in her eyes)
01:27
I put you through so much and I apologize (I apologize)
01:30
I'm cashing checks, I hope these hunnids stop the crying (stop the crying)
01:33
Where I'm from, they only love you when you die (when you die)
01:36
I'm from the trenches where we fighting to survive (To survive)
01:39
Can't be another victim of these homicides
01:42
My lil' niggas some demons, they be quick to let it spark
01:45
We was shorties on the block, we wasn't playing in the park
01:48
Granny say,"Whatever you do, just play it smart"
01:51
I keep getting tatted, just to cover up the scars
01:54
I'm just tryna shine and fight my way up out the dark
01:57
We like royalty, kings is what we are
02:00
I just plan on chasing my dreams and going far
02:03
Gotta think big if you plan on living large
02:06
Tryna look on Billboard and see my name up on them charts
02:09
I walk up in the stu' and put my soul in every bar
02:12
Whole team gotta eat, we filling up the shopping cart
02:15
And you can't grab a plate if you weren't right here from the start
02:18
This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (shell shocked and traumatized)
02:21
It's hard to speak on what I'm feeling up inside (I'm feeling up inside)
02:23
I can't even look my mama in her eyes (look my mama in her eyes)
02:26
I put you through so much and I apologize (I apologize)
02:29
I'm cashing checks, I hope these hunnids stop the crying (stop the crying)
02:32
Where I'm from, they only love you when you die (when you die)
02:35
I'm from the trenches where we fighting to survive (to survive)
02:38
Can't be another victim of these homicides
02:41
