hey guys it's me Conan and today I'm in
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a weird mood but I felt like vlogging I
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don't I'm gonna put this down somewhere
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so basically right now I am parked in a
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car in the middle of nowhere I don't
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know where I am I definitely am lost
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I've just kind of been driving around my
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town for like an hour and a half because
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I felt like getting out of the house
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because I've just been sitting in my
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house working for like the past four
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days so now I'm here I'm having a good
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time there's a really really beautiful
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gigantic house like on top of the hill
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over there I'm like a really curious
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person and I really like to just drive
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around and look at people's houses and
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wonder like what type of people are in
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there and like what they're doing and
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what they do as a job and what their
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families are like that's like my way of
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de-stressing is just kind of driving
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around and I don't know thinking about
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things other than my job and stuff like
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that it's really pretty here I really
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like it I kind of wish I lived like
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right here I'm not sure what I'm gonna
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do today I'm a workaholic I just want to
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work all the time it's definitely
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problematic for me it's not even that I
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work a lot I just like really stress
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about work a lot it's bad I really
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shouldn't every once in a while I get in
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these moods where I'm like I've been
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working for so long and so I kind of
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like forced myself to go outside and
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like feel the wind in my hair and not
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stay in my Dusty room all day so that's
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what I'm gonna do today
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I actually live in Texas people
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literally grow things here like plants
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you can't see anything
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for like like the Horizon is just moves
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which is weird I like it it makes me
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feel small I'm a smoky
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so I do this thing where I drive really
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far away and then I purposefully get
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lost and don't use directions and just
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try to find my way back and normally I
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can find my way back like I'm pretty
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good at it but I don't think I can do it
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this time so I think I'll just use my
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phone right now I am sitting on some
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railroad tracks I really got myself lost
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this time but that was kind of my goal
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I am back at home now I had a very
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interesting Adventure I was definitely
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lost like there's no doubt about that
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found my way back home and I've been
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home for like 30 minutes now and I think
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that my friend matoke is about to pick
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me up because he's in town for the
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holidays which is fun because I don't
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get to see him very often he's like what
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is there to do in your town and I was
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nothing so we'll see what we'll end up
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doing I had a very good date with myself
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I drove around for like three hours but
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it was good it was good it was a good
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time good memories I'm just now noticing
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like right before I literally move in
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like a few months how much of my town
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that I'd like don't even know about yet
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and like how many neighborhoods and how
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many roads and how many like random
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buildings that I just I've never seen
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even though I've lived in this town for
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like almost seven years now which is the
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longest I've ever lived in a city before
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when I was younger I'd always just move
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after like a year so this is definitely
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like where I would call like home like
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my hometown but there's just so much I
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don't know about it and I'm leaving in
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like a few months part of me just wants
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to like absorb as much of it as I can
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while I'm still here oh wait squirrel
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oh my God Zoom faster look at him there
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it is squirrel who are you where is she
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and now I guess I'll show matoki
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whatever part of my town that is worth
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so I'm here with my Toki hey what's good
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it's your boy he's been my um basically
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Big Brother since I was like five years
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old so it's good it's been good to you
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know raise you yeah I'm also his father
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yeah it's kind of weird how that worked
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out genetically but yeah you came from
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my balls at the same time like you're my
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brother you know but it's whatever I try
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not to think about this anymore Ball
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how PG is your audience no they're okay
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it's those cats no it's casual you know
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we're just here yeah he's here in my
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tiny town for the what is it the way the
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Christmas the Christmas how have you
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been like having it so far
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um you know it's not that special let's
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be real but but at the same time like
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that's that's life you know that's like
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how I am yeah I'm not that special yeah
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you're definitely not special
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if we're being honest here if we're
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being honest I wish I'd never met myself
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yeah I think about that every day
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actually like whenever I'm like going to
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it's really chilly this morning I had a
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really nice time with metoki yesterday
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he is just such a kind person and I'm so
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glad that his everything in his life is
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going so well right now so I love you my
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yep I think that today I'll probably
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hang out with my friend Ellie so happy I
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don't have to go to school it's pretty
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windy today so I'm wearing my beanie
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because it really keeps me warm and this
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mock neck that I really liked I talked
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about in my favorites video what'd you
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goodbye then I'm wearing this blue warm
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coat thing that's soft here which is
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let's go pick a valley
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me and Elle just watched Jackie what did
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you think it was so good it was really
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pretty like every single shot was so
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pretty and Natalie Portman's amazing it
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was really good would recommend we were
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gonna watch another but now we're gonna
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go to The Domain instead because we feel
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like eating and looking at things that
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we can't afford yes thank you
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Ellie's carrying a big bowl of soup I
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have sushi gluten-free cookie some peach
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these aren't ripe yet these are the
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I had a really nice day with Ellie I
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love her so much and I'm just so glad
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that I have a friend like her I had a
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really good time it's kind of like did
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whatever we wanted we always have the
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weirdest amount of fun walking around
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stores so I love spending days with her
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I just got my new Journal which is a
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lectern instead of a moleskin and it's
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all white pages like this it's not lined
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so it's more like a Sketchbook it'll be
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easier for me to like draw inside this
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one instead of writing in it so I'll be
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able to write and draw on it which is
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going to be really nice so I think I'll
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just end this day with some journaling
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talking about my day my face is really
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red because I washed it but wow very
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interesting good night
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well I look crazy but good morning I
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just started off my day with um planning
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out like this weekend or the rest of
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this week and all of next week so that's
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like all my videos down here I write
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like the two videos that are going up
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this week because I upload twice a week
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and so you can see that and like there
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was all that editing for that so this
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um and so today I have to film 18
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lessons that I learned by the age of 18
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and I'm gonna start editing it and I
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need to make sure to remember it to Vlog
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editing upload and then edit Vlog yeah
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so I just like plan everything out when
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I know I'm gonna have a particularly
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stressful day I like to start off the
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day with planning so that I don't have
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all my thoughts jumbled up in my head
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and then I can't do anything because if
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you're anything like me when I have a
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lot of things to do my brain like can't
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pull out like what's important to do and
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the things that aren't important to do
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yeah and today's gonna be a productive
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day hopefully I just finished filming my
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18 lessons that I learned the hard way
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by the age of 18 aftermath I mean I've
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cleaned up a lot of it already now I'm
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gonna get some real clothes on because
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all I'm wearing is this without a shirt
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under it and um pajamas so no clothes on
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and then I'll probably head to Starbucks
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to edit because boy has work to do
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good morning it is New Year's Eve I love
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New Year's because it's kind of like a
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good time that I don't know separate
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things that happened that year into the
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next year because we all know that the
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things that happened in 2016.
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really pushed us really far away I'm
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currently just finishing up a video
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with Ricky he's so cute I will catch him
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later I'm on my way to my friend's house
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and I checked the mail and I got my new
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chapstick which like sounds like a very
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weird thing to be excited about but my
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lips they're crackly guys and I need
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chapstick all the time here's a little
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packet it's from this company named
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hurray and you guys have actually asked
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me about this before this isn't
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sponsored by the way you guys have asked
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me what chapstick I use because you'll
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see like sometimes in my Vlogs I have
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like super shiny lips it's this and so I
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bought some for me and my
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sister oh they gave us something for
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free that's sweet plus something fun on
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us that's really sweet this is the one
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that I always get it is incredible and
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then I wanted to try this one which just
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has like sunblock in it and they gave me
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that's so nice thank you harass
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and all that blossom s
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good morning it is January 1st 2017 and
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things are the same I try not to like
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amp up the New Year too much because I
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don't know throughout the course of my
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life I've always just kind of been like
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if there's something I want to change
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about my life then like just change it
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like go change it like you don't need a
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holiday to tell you to change your life
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but I you know I like the new year
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because for a lot of people it marks a
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time of change and if a holiday is what
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it's going to take for people to be
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nicer or better to themselves than I'm
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all about it um I think that would
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change you kind of have to not have that
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many rules like if you fail one time you
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can just keep trying and keep going
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towards what your goal is I hope that
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you guys all had an incredible New Years
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with people you loved and
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um a lot has changed on my YouTube
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channel since like the past week I went
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from like 107 000 subscribers to 140 000
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subscribers but um every new person here
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I just wanted to take a second to say
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hello and welcome to my channel I really
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love having you here can't wait to spend
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the next year with all of you guys all
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140 000 of you guys I'm so grateful for
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you guys I tell you in every video in
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the comments below I'd love to hear what
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kind of things you guys are hoping for
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in the new year and what kind of things
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you think will happen
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um I'd love to hear about like many
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things you're looking forward to in the
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um I think we could all use for our nice
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little positive uplift
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with this new year I'll see you guys in
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a few days with a brand new video God
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