絵画

• By: 大森元貴

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

震わせて

Shake me

来る

Come

狂わせて

Drive me crazy

捨てる

Throw me away

難儀に

In hardship

羽

Wings

羽ばたかせ

Let them flutter

千切れる

Tear apart

捥ぐ

Snatch away

艶美に

With radiant beauty

鐘

Bells

響くは街に

Resound through the city

また残酷に

Once again, cruelly

禊の様に

Like a purification

洗う様に

Like a wash

夢なら覚める頃

If it's a dream, I’ll wake up

孤独にも慣れた

I've grown used to solitude

あぁ また嘘をついた

Ah, I lied again

誰にもバレないように

So nobody would find out

抱きしめてと

Hold me tight

洩れないように

So I won’t leak out

散らかった思考の渦に

In a whirl of scattered thoughts

呑まれそうな私を

Swallowing me

最期まで愛してほしい

I want to be loved until the end

飾られる様な絵画にはなれなくても

Even if I can’t be a painting on display

私にしか無い色で

With colors only I possess

描いてほしい

I want you to paint

せめて私のためだけに

At least just for me

描いてほしい

I want you to paint

震わせて

Shake me

来る

Come

狂わせて

Drive me crazy

捨てる

Throw me away

ページに

On the page

花

Flowers

咲くことも

Blooming, or

知らずに散る

Falling without knowing

フェミニン

Feminine

誰にもバレないように

So no one will find out

悲しませて

Make me sad

歓ばせてよ

Make me happy

散らばった理想の海に

In a sea of scattered ideals

溺れる様な私を

Drowning, feeling like me

最期までポイして欲しい

Want me to toss it out till the end

鮮やかに映す

Reflect vividly

レンズには傷が目立つけど

Though the lens has scratches

私にしか無い理由で

For reasons only I have

縋っていて欲しい

Want me to cling

せめて私のためだけに

At least just for me

歌っていて欲しい

Want me to sing

誰かのせいに

Blame someone

誰かのせいにして

Make someone else the blame

生きてゆけたら

If I could just live

楽なんだろうな

It’d be easier

辛かった非凡と鬱に

Swallowed by tough times and depression

呑まれていた

I was drowning

私の海岸を歩いてほしい

Want you to walk along my shore

見せられぬ程

So I can't show you

だらしない今日に明日に

In today or tomorrow’s sloppiness

私にしか無い色で描いてほしい

Want you to paint with colors only I have

せめて貴方の部屋に

At least in your room

その絵画を飾ってほしい

Display that painting

虚しさが残る

Leaving a sense of emptiness

血管を泳ぐ

Swimming through blood vessels

不安のループに踊る

Dancing in loops of anxiety

私を許して

Forgive me

また鐘が鳴る

Again, the bell rings

冷えた部屋に残る

Lingers in the cold room

私の影を

My shadow

貴方は探してくれる？

Will you search for it?

私にしか無い色で描いてほしい

With colors only I possess

Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
震わせて /furuwasete/ B2	verb - to make shake or tremble
狂わせて /kuruwasete/ B2	verb - to make crazy or insane
捨てる /suteru/ A2	verb - to throw away, to abandon
羽 /hane/ A2	noun - wing
羽ばたかせ /habatakase/ B1	verb - to let fly or flap wings
千切れる /chigireru/ B2	verb - to be torn apart
艶美 /tsenbi/ C1	adjective - glossy, gorgeous
鐘 /kane/ A2	noun - bell
響く /hibiku/ A2	verb - to resonate, to sound
残酷 /zankoku/ B2	adjective - cruel
洗う /arau/ A2	verb - to wash
夢 /yume/ A2	noun - dream
孤独 /kodoku/ B2	noun - loneliness, solitude
嘘 /uso/ A1	noun - lie, falsehood
絵画 /kaiga/ B2	noun - painting, picture
色 /iro/ A2	noun - color

Grammar:

• 私にしか無い色で描いてほしい

  ➔ The use of 'しか' indicates exclusivity, meaning 'only'.

  ➔ The phrase means 'I want you to paint with a color that only I have.'

• 孤独にも慣れた

  ➔ The use of 'にも' indicates a state of being accustomed to something.

  ➔ This means 'I have become accustomed to loneliness.'

• 誰にもバレないように

  ➔ The phrase 'ように' expresses a purpose or intention.

  ➔ This means 'so that no one finds out.'

• 最期まで愛してほしい

  ➔ The use of 'ほしい' expresses a desire for someone else to do something.

  ➔ This means 'I want you to love me until the end.'

• 辛かった非凡と鬱に呑まれていた

  ➔ The use of 'に' indicates the state of being affected by something.

  ➔ This means 'I was consumed by the pain of being extraordinary and depression.'

• 私の海岸を歩いてほしい

  ➔ The use of 'ほしい' again expresses a desire for someone to do something.

  ➔ This means 'I want you to walk on my beach.'

• 虚しさが残る

  ➔ The use of 'が' indicates the subject of the sentence.

  ➔ This means 'emptiness remains.'