♪ I found my old ____ today ♪
♪ In a ____
that I had hidden away ♪
♪ Nostalgia trying
to ____ me astray ♪
♪ Maybe I'll ____
some wrongs ♪
♪ I charged the ____ again ♪
♪ Combinations ____
my passcode had changed ♪
♪ Opened up
and saw ____ names ♪
♪ Now I wonder
where they've ____ ♪
♪ Conversations
with my ____ friends ♪
♪ Messages from all my ____ ♪
♪ I kind of think that
this was ____ left ♪
♪ In the past where it ____ ♪
♪ I feel
an overwhelming ____ ♪
♪ Of all the friends
I do not have ____ ♪
♪ Seeing how my family
has ____ ♪
♪ Growing up and ____ on ♪
♪ I found my old ____ today ♪
♪ Arguments that I tried
to ____ at bay ♪
♪ The ones who loved me
I just ____ them away ♪
♪ Couldn't tell the difference
from the ____ ♪
♪ My closed hand
still ____ some mates ♪
♪ But if I'm ____
it gets smaller day by day ♪
♪ I can't tell
if it is ____ or pain ♪
♪ Trying to keep
within my ____... ♪
Yeah, I want to see ____!
Come out here, Ed.
♪ Conversations
with my ____ friends ♪
♪ Messages from all my ____ ♪
♪ I kind of think that
this was ____ left ♪
♪ There in the ____
where it belongs ♪
♪ I feel
an overwhelming ____ ♪
♪ Of all the friends
I do not have ____ ♪
♪ Seeing how my family
has ____ ♪
♪ Growing up and ____ on ♪
♪ Hoo-ooh ♪
Ah, the video that I submitted
is a video of our two girls.
They are two of five.
These two are on this side
of heaven
the other three are
on the other side.
I think in the video I sent
our oldest was about to turn 12
and our youngest was four.
And they were just goofing off
and just being sisters.
And that was it.
I ended up submitting a video
of my friends and I
playing in the snow at midnight
two days after my long-term
boyfriend and I had broken up.
Like, I'm happy now
and I think that's, like,
the most important thing.
And I hope that he's happy too.
The video is me
and my grandmother dancing
at a wedding.
She had so much life,
so much joy in her heart
and her spirit.
And we're just moving around
like it's just us two
in the world.
And I miss her.
She passed away a couple
of years ago, but she's amazing.
[WOMAN]:
It was really cool...
to watch that and to be able
to just share with him
some of our stories.
That was nice.
[AUDIENCE CHEERS]
♪ I found my old phone today ♪
♪ So full of love ♪
♪ Yet so full of hate ♪
♪ I put it back inside there
from whence it came ♪
♪ Nothing good will come
from regretting ♪
♪ Conversations with
my dead friends ♪
♪ Messages from all my exes ♪
♪ I kind of think that
this was best left ♪
♪ There in the past
where it belongs ♪
♪ I feel
an overwhelming sadness ♪
♪ Of all the friends
I do not have left ♪
♪ Seeing how my family
has fractured ♪
♪ Growing up and moving on ♪
♪ I found my old phone today ♪
Thank you.
- [AUDIENCE CHEERS]
I wanted to just make it feel
like the song does, ____ is...
emotional, nostalgic
and ____.