YOU&愛Heaven – Bilingual Lyrics Japanese/English

• By: ano

Lyrics & Translation

[Japanese]

[English]

ひとつ手にしてふたつ手放す

For every one thing I gain, I let go of two

そんな日常の繰り返し

Such is the repetition of daily life.

もうどうでもよくなっちゃったなぁ

I just don't care anymore.

いっそ全部失くしちゃいたいの

I might as well lose everything.

猫が眠っている

The cat is sleeping.

ずっと前から怖かった

I've been afraid for so long.

このまま進んで逆さまになること

That if I keep going like this, I'll turn everything upside down.

お散歩日和も意味のない

Even perfect days for a walk are meaningless,

そよ風に流れた ドビュッシー 蹴飛ばす

Kicking away Debussy, carried on the breeze.

I want to Heaven 全部 壊しちゃえば

I want to go to Heaven, if I just destroy everything.

邪魔されない天国 このまま醒めないで

An undisturbed heaven, don't ever wake me from this.

No more painユーモアも通じない

No more pain, humor doesn't even get through.

もう終わり He is no more すぐそば

It's the end, He is no more, right here by my side.

ひとつ祈ってふたつ飲み込む

Praying for one thing, swallowing two.

そんな自傷の繰り返し

Such is the repetition of self-harm.

あなたの絶対になってあげるね

I'll become your absolute everything.

これがぼくの使命だからっ！

Because this is my mission!

猫が鳴いている

The cat is crying.

ずっとずっと怖かった

I was scared for such a long, long time.

東京で見上げた空 街頭ビジョン

The sky I looked up at in Tokyo, a street vision screen.

痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

月の光 蹴飛ばす

Kicking away the moonlight.

I want to Heaven全部 壊しちゃえば

I want to go to Heaven, if I just destroy everything.

騙されないように 今日も笑ってるの

So I won't be fooled, I'm smiling again today.

I want to Heaven全部 壊しちゃえば

I want to go to Heaven, if I just destroy everything.

貴方に会える もう離さないわ

I'll be able to meet you, I won't let you go anymore.

No more pain 恨み歪み動じない

No more pain, unmoved by resentment or distortion.

You anyomore ひとりじゃないから

You, and more, because you're not alone.

I want to Heaven 全部　壊しちゃえば

I want to go to Heaven, if I just destroy everything.

邪魔されない天国　もう怖くないわ

An undisturbed heaven, I'm not scared anymore.

You anyomore ひとりじゃないから

You, and more, because you're not alone.

Key Vocabulary

Vocabulary	Meanings
壊す /ko̞ɰa̠sɨᵝ/ B1	verb - to break; to destroy; to ruin
天国 /te̞ŋɡo̞kɯᵝ/ B1	noun - heaven; paradise
怖い /ko̞ɰa̠i/ A2	adjective - scary; frightening; afraid
痛い /ita̠i/ A2	adjective - painful; sore
繰り返し /kɯ̟ɾʲika̠e̞ɕi/ B1	noun - repetition; reiteration
失くす /na̠kɯ̟ᵝsɨᵝ/ B1	verb - to lose (something); to mislay
自傷 /d͡ʑiɕo̞ː/ C1	noun - self-harm; self-injury
蹴飛ばす /ke̞to̞ba̠sɨᵝ/ B2	verb - to kick (away/off); to reject
逆さま /sa̠ka̠sa̠ma̠/ B2	noun - upside down; inverted; reverse adjective - upside down; inverted
日常 /ɲit͡ɕiʑo̞ː/ B1	noun - daily life; everyday
意味 /i.mi/ A2	noun - meaning; significance
そよ風 /so̞jo̞ka̠ze̞/ B2	noun - gentle breeze; soft wind
猫 /ne̞ko̞/ A1	noun - cat
眠る /ne̞mɯ̟ᵝɾɯ̟ᵝ/ A2	verb - to sleep; to lie dormant
使命 /ɕime̞ː/ B2	noun - mission; calling; destiny
騙す /da̠ma̠sɨᵝ/ B2	verb - to deceive; to trick; to cheat
恨み /ɯ̟ɾa̠mi/ B2	noun - grudge; resentment; bitterness
歪み /jɯ̟ga̠mi/ C1	noun - distortion; warp; bend
動じる /do̞ːd͡ʑiɾɯ̟ᵝ/ C1	verb - to be disturbed; to be perturbed; to flinch
醒める /sa̠me̞ɾɯ̟ᵝ/ B2	verb - to wake up; to sober up; to cool down (from excitement)

Key Grammar Structures

• もうどうでもよくなっちゃったなぁ

  ➔ Contraction of ~てしまう (~ちゃった) and particle ~なぁ

  ➔ The phrase "よくなっちゃった" is a casual contraction of "よくなってしまった", indicating a completed change, often with a nuance of regret or something happening naturally. The particle "なぁ" expresses reflection, a sigh, or a strong feeling.

• いっそ全部失くしちゃいたいの

  ➔ Contraction of ~てしまう (~ちゃいたい) + ~たい and nominalizer ~の

  ➔ "失くしちゃいたい" is a casual contraction of "失くしてしまいたい", expressing a strong desire to do something completely or decisively, often with a sense of getting it over with. The final "の" functions as an informal nominalizer, adding emphasis or explaining a situation.

• このまま進んで逆さまになること

  ➔ Phrase このまま (kono mama) and nominalization with こと (~koto ni naru)

  ➔ "このまま" means 'as it is' or 'in this state'. "〜ことになる" indicates that something will or has come to pass, or expresses a natural consequence. Here, "なること" nominalizes the verb phrase, making it the object of fear.

• I want to Heaven 全部 壊しちゃえば

  ➔ Contraction of ~てしまえば (~chaeba)

  ➔ "壊しちゃえば" is a casual contraction of "壊してしまえば", combining the nuance of completion or decisiveness with a conditional meaning ('if I/you/we do it completely/decisively').

• 邪魔されない天国

  ➔ Passive Voice (Ukemi-kei) in negative form

  ➔ "邪魔されない" is the negative passive form of the verb "邪魔する" (to disturb/bother), meaning 'not to be disturbed' or 'not to be bothered'. This modifies "天国" (heaven).

• あなたの絶対になってあげるね

  ➔ Verb + てあげる (~te ageru) and particle ~ね

  ➔ "なってあげる" uses "〜てあげる", which indicates that the speaker performs an action for the benefit of someone else, implying a favor or an act of giving. The particle "ね" softens the statement and seeks agreement or confirmation.

• 騙されないように 今日も笑ってるの

  ➔ Purpose 'in order not to' (~nai you ni), casual progressive/state (~teru), and nominalizer (~no)

  ➔ "騙されないように" means 'in order not to be deceived' or 'so that I won't be deceived'. "笑ってる" is a casual form of "笑っている", indicating an ongoing action or state. The final "の" provides an explanation or adds emphasis.

• 貴方に会える もう離さないわ

  ➔ Potential Form (~eru) and feminine/emphatic particle ~わ (~wa)

  ➔ "会える" is the potential form of "会う" (to meet), meaning 'can meet'. "離さないわ" uses the particle "わ" with a negative verb, adding a strong, often feminine, declaration or resolve.

• You anyomore ひとりじゃないから

  ➔ Noun + じゃないから (ja nai kara)

  ➔ "じゃないから" is a common informal structure meaning 'because it is not ~' or 'since it is not ~'. It states a reason for a negative situation or statement.