嫌嫌

• By: Novelbright

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

変化のない毎日就寝時間は23時

Everyday life has no change, bedtime is at 11 PM

不満はないけど何か物足りないと感じていた

No complaints, but I feel a little something is missing

いつもはこの信号右に曲がっているけれど

Usually I turn right at this traffic light, but

試しに左に曲がってみた今日は記念日さ

Today I decided to turn left—it's a special day

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

見たことない夜完全にカルチャーショック

A night I've never seen before, totally culture shock

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

(I just jumped into a world I had never seen)

気づけば染まるは染まる

Before I knew it, I was getting completely drawn in

単純な私は転がされ あなたの腕に抱かれて

I'm so simple, I let myself be carried away

これが本当の愛じゃないことは知ってはいたけれど

Wrapped in your arms, I realized this isn't real love

始まりも終わりも 囁くは欲しい言葉

Though I knew it wasn't truly love

心も体も此処を離れたくないわ

I crave the beginning and the end, whispering sweet words

今夜は1人部屋でだらだら声に溶けていく

Both my heart and body don't want to leave this place

メイクも落としてそのまま寝てもいい格好で

Tonight I melt away alone in my room, letting my voice fade

いつもはこの時間が無になれて幸せなの

Taking off my makeup, lying in bed dressed just so

だけど近頃は変な期待寄せて携帯をチェック

Usually I feel happy when it's this late and I can be nothing

夜が更けて時計が指すは25時

But lately, I've been checking my phone with weird expectations

そろそろ寝ようかと思った矢先に

Night deepens, and the clock points to 1 AM

バッドタイミングね

Just when I was thinking of going to sleep...

「会いたいから家に来て」

Bad timing, huh?

嫌嫌と言うけど笑顔

"Come over because I want to see you"

簡単に私は踊らされ あなたの元へ急ぐの

I say no, but I smile

都合のいい女に成り下がってるって分かってるよ

And easily, I get swept away—hurrying toward you

愛を伝えたくて 会えなくなることが怖くて

I know I’ve become just a convenient girl

ズルズルといってしまう私は誰？

I want to tell you I love you, but I'm scared of losing you

(What do you think of me?)

Who am I, dragging this out?

遊びだとは思っていたけど 嫌なこと何一つされてないし

(What do you think of me?)

ああでも愛してほしい 独り占めしたい

I knew it was just play, but I haven’t been hurt by anything

私は転がされ あなたの腕に抱かれて

Still, I want to be loved, I want to keep you all to myself

これが本当の愛じゃないことは知ってはいたけれど

Again, I get carried away, wrapped in your arms

始まりも終わりも 囁くは甘い言葉

Even though I know this isn’t real love

心も体も奪うあんたなんか嫌い

Both the beginning and the end whisper sweet words

子犬みたいな顔で私を溺れさせないで息ができないわ

I dislike someone who steals my heart and body

Grammar:

• 私は転がされ

  ➔ Passive form using される

  ➔ The verb "転がす" (to roll) is conjugated into its passive form "転がされ" to indicate that the subject "I" is being rolled or manipulated by others.

• 始まりも終わりも

  ➔ も particle for emphasis and inclusiveness

  ➔ The particle "も" is used to indicate "also" or "even" for both "始まり" (beginning) and "終わり" (end), emphasizing their inclusiveness.

• 心も体も

  ➔ も particle for listing and emphasis

  ➔ The particle "も" is used twice for "心" (heart) and "体" (body) to emphasize that both are affected or involved.

• 声に溶けていく

  ➔ ni particle + Verb in te-form to describe the manner of action

  ➔ The "に" particle combined with the verb in its te-form "溶けていく" describes the manner in which "声" (voice) melts away or blends.

• 声に溶けていく

  ➔ Ni particle + verb in te-form to indicate manner of blending

  ➔ Using "に" and the te-form of the verb "溶けていく" (to melt away), this expresses the process or manner of blending or dissolving with the voice.