想いあい

• By: the shes gone
• Album: SINCE

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

もう行かないでよね

Don’t go now, okay?

耐えられないの

I just can't take it anymore.

あなたが他の子と

Seeing you talking with another girl

話しているところとか

or being together with her

一緒にいるところも

Please don’t say those things anymore.

もう言わないでよね

I don’t want to feel sad

悲しいことは

or do anything to hurt.

何もしたくないよ

A little words can change

些細な一言で

an entire day.

一日が変わるの

Please don’t say those things anymore.

もう言わないでよね

My phone in my pocket

ポッケの電話

becomes impossible to put down.

手放せなくなるよ

Your single word

あなたの一言で

can change my whole day.

毎日が変わるの

I hum along to

口ずさんだ

this song

この歌が

and I just wish that someday

いつかきっと

it will all be worth it.

報われることを願うばかり

Don’t go now, I can't endure it.

もう行かないでよね 耐えられないの

Seeing you talking with another girl

あなたが他の子と

or being with her,

話してるところとか 一緒にいるところも

even if you get tired of me, I won’t give up.

愛想をつかれても諦めないよ

Just in case, so you can come suddenly,

急に来ても良いように

I’ll tidy up the place.

掃除をしておこう

And wash the shirt too.

シャツも洗っておこう

Sometimes I feel depressed and just sleep until sunset...

憂鬱で時々 寝て 日が暮れることが

but I still do.

未だにあるんだよ

That’s okay, I guess, I’ve just accepted it.

それで良いんだけど もう良いんだけど

But deep down, I think...

ため息混じりのこの場は

This old, tired scene,

これで良いんだねと

where I tell myself, 'It’s okay now,’

とは言うんだけど

even though I know it’s not.

だけど本当はね もう もう

But really, I just want...

たった今 囁いた

the moment I whispered just now,

ただいまが聞こえる場所で

to hear ‘I’m home’ again.

それから 傷んだ髪をほどく先へ

And then, move on to undo the tangle in my hair,

あなたと夢見た先で

and head toward where we dreamed together.

鮮やかに笑う日々と

where bright days laugh genuinely.

口癖だけが

And only those habitual words

今更そう愛しい

come to my mind now, so sweet.

それは嬉しい、悲しい、虚しい

It’s happy, sad, and futile all at once.

そんなことはもうどうでもいい

Honestly, I don’t care about those feelings anymore.

そして 果てない夢を流し込んで

Then, I’ll pour endless dreams into my mind,

固めて思い出にしよう

solidify them, and turn them into memories.

あぁ、今日も月が綺麗だ

Ah, even today the moon is so beautiful.

もう行かないでよね

Don’t go now, okay?

変えられないよ 私がしたことも

I can’t change what I’ve done,

心当たり どこの辺り 強い当たり

or the places I’ve been and the feelings I had.

していたのは私だ

I was the one who did all of that.

Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
行かないで /ikanaide/ A2	verb - Don't go
耐えられない /taerarenai/ B1	adjective - Unbearable
話す /hanasu/ A1	verb - To speak, to talk
一緒 /issho/ A1	adjective - Together
悲しい /kanashii/ A1	adjective - Sad
一言 /hitokoto/ A2	noun - Single word
変わる /kawaru/ A2	verb - To change
手放す /tebanasu/ B2	verb - To let go
歌 /uta/ A1	noun - Song
願う /negau/ B1	verb - To wish
愛想 /aiso/ B2	noun - Affability, charm
諦める /akirameru/ B1	verb - To give up
掃除 /souji/ A2	verb - Cleaning
憂鬱 /yuuutsu/ B2	adjective - Melancholy, depression
傷んだ /itanda/ B2	adjective - Damaged
鮮やか /azayaka/ B2	adjective - Vivid
愛しい /itoshii/ B2	adjective - Beloved, lovely
果てない /hatenai/ B2	adjective - Endless
月 /tsuki/ A1	noun - Moon
変えられない /kaerarenai/ B1	adjective - Unchangeable

Grammar:

• もう行かないでよね

  ➔ Negation + て form + よね

  ➔ Using the negative form "行かない" + the て form "で" + the sentence-ending particle "よね" to express a gentle command or plea.

• 耐えられないの

  ➔ Potential form + ない to express inability

  ➔ The verb "耐えられる" (to endure) in its potential form "耐えられる" plus "ない" (negative) indicates inability to endure; here, expressed as "耐えられない" (cannot endure).

• 一緒にいるところも

  ➔ も used after a noun to mean "also" or "even"

  ➔ The particle "も" is used after the noun "ところ" (place/scene) to mean "also" or "even", emphasizing inclusion or extent.

• 口ずさんだ この歌が

  ➔ Past tense of the verb "口ずさむ" + the topic marked by "が"

  ➔ The verb "口ずさむ" (to hum, sing softly) is in its past tense form "口ずさんだ", and "が" marks the subject "この歌" (this song), indicating that this song is what was hummed.

• それで良いんだけど

  ➔ Conjunction "それで" + the plain form "良い" + the sentence-ending "んだけど"

  ➔ The conjunction "それで" (so, therefore) combined with the plain adjective "良い" (good, okay) and the ending "んだけど" (but/however) constructs a nuance of soft disagreement or gentle remark about the situation.

• ただいまが聞こえる場所で

  ➔ Plain form "聞こえる" + の + place indicated by "場所で"

  ➔ The plain form "聞こえる" (to be heard, can be heard) + の turns the verb into a noun-like modifier indicating the sound that is heard, and "場所で" specifies the location where this occurs.

• 固めて思い出にしよう

  ➔ Te-form of "固める" + volitional "しよう"

  ➔ The verb "固める" (to harden, to solidify) is in its te-form "固めて", facilitating the next verb "しよう" (let's do), which indicates a volitional or suggestion meaning "let's make it into a memory".