I WANT TO DiE!!!!! – Bilingual Lyrics Japanese/English

• By: BiS 新生アイドル研究会
• Album: ANTi CONFORMiST SUPERSTAR

Lyrics & Translation

Learning Japanese through BiS's 'I WANT TO DiE!!!!!' offers a unique window into the raw, unfiltered emotional expression possible in the language. The song's direct and provocative lyrics challenge conventional phrases, allowing learners to engage with themes of vulnerability, defiance, and the complex relationship between despair and the will to live. Its power lies in its unflinching honesty, making it a compelling piece for understanding the deeper nuances of Japanese lyrical expression beyond the surface level.

[English]

Don’t peek

Don’t look at me

Is death peaceful?

I think otherwise lately

I'm alive

Do you understand even without me saying?

Is it so difficult?

Oops, don’t bite

Because it hurts

You’re not doing this to hurt me, right?

I know that

There’s no such thing as a bad guy

There shouldn’t be, right here

Just being yourself as you are, that’s

Too weak and impossible to do

So small, exposed

If you touch, tears will come out without knowing

I can’t stop, what should I do?

These blue marks I can't hide

Don’t look

...

Are you sane?

Sometimes I hear that, but

Aren't you also losing your mind?

I’m certain that

I might be strange

Well, whatever

Better to be crazy, right? No need to worry

Lies, actually

The concern I want

Is to stay inside you, ah

Just as you are, as you are

Too weak, can't do it

So small, exposed

If you touch, tears come out without you realizing

I can’t stop, what should I do?

These blue marks I can't hide

Don’t look

...

Help me

I have nothing

Just a fake doll

Looking at this miserable form

Don’t look

If you want more,

Expectations just grow

It’s embarrassing, I don’t know what to do

Go die

...

[Japanese]

覗かないで

見ないでよ

死は安らぎ？

違うと思う最近

生きてる

いわれなくてもわかってる？

何難しい？

おっと噛まないで

痛いから

傷つけたくてやってないでしょ

そうわかってんだ

悪いやつなんて

いないはずさ ここにはね

そのまま ありのままでなんて

弱すぎるし 出来やしないよ

ちっぽけむき出し

触れたら 知らぬうちに涙

止まらないよどうしたら

隠せない青いしるしを

見ないで

気は確かかい？

たまに聞かれるけれど

君の方もおかしくなってないかい？

僕はそう確かに

変なのかもしれないや

まぁいいじゃん

狂ってる方が心配しないでしょ？

うそ本当は

欲しい心配が

君の中にいたいんだ あぁ

そのまま ありのままでなんて

弱すぎるし 出来やしないよ

ちっぽけむき出し

触れたら 知らぬうちに涙

止まらないよどうしたら

隠せない青いしるしを

見ないで

助けて

僕には何もない

はりぼての人形だ

ぶざまな姿を

見ないで

これ以上望むなら

期待だけが増幅しちゃう

はずかしい どうしようもないんだ

死ねよ

Key Vocabulary

Vocabulary	Meanings
死 /し/ B2	noun - death
安らぎ /やすらぎ/ B2	noun - peace, tranquility
生きてる /いきてる/ B1	verb - to be alive, to live
傷 /きず/ B2	noun - wound, injury
涙 /なみだ/ B1	noun - tear
助けて /たすけて/ A2	verb - to help
狂ってる /くるってる/ B2	verb - to be crazy, to go mad
欲しい /ほしい/ A2	adjective - wanting, desired
おかしい /おかしい/ B1	adjective - strange, funny
姿 /すがた/ B2	noun - figure, appearance
期待 /きたい/ B2	noun - expectation
望む /のぞむ/ B2	verb - to wish, to hope for
青い /あおい/ A2	adjective - blue
ここ /ここ/ A1	noun - here, this place
まま /まま/ A2	noun - as it is, unchanged
ちっぽけ /ちっぽけ/ B1	adjective - tiny, small

Key Grammar Structures

• 見ないでよ

  ➔ Imperative form with the auxiliary particle で (de) to request or command someone to not do something.

  ➔ The ないで (naide) form is used to make a negative request or command.

• ありのままでなんて

  ➔ Expression meaning 'as you are' or 'being oneself', often with a tone of dismissiveness or challenge.

  ➔ The phrase ありのままで (ari no mama de) means 'as you are' or 'being oneself'.

• 死ねよ

  ➔ Imperative form of 死ぬ (shinu) with the terminal よ (yo) for emphasis or strong command, meaning 'Die!'

  ➔ 死ね (shine) is the imperative form of 'to die', with よ (yo) emphasizing forcefulness or emotional intensity.

• 傷つけたくてやってないでしょ

  ➔ The て-form of 傷つけたい (kizutsuketai) + の for nominalization, combined with やってない (do not do) in negative casual form, expressing 'You didn't do it because you wanted to hurt me, right?'

  ➔ 傷つけたい is the verb 傷つける (to hurt) in theたい (want to) form; の nominalizes the phrase. やってないでしょ (are not doing it, right?) is the negative casual form of やる (to do).

• 見ないでよ

  ➔ Imperative form with the auxiliary で (de) to command or request someone not to look.

  ➔ The ないで (naide) form is used here as a command or request not to look at something.

• 隠せない青いしるしを

  ➔ The potential form of 隠す (to hide) in the negative potential (できない), plus を marking the direct object, referring to 'the blue mark that cannot be hidden.'

  ➔ 隠せない is the potential form of 隠す (to hide) in its negative form, meaning 'cannot be hidden.'