I WANT TO DiE!!!!!

• By: BiS 新生アイドル研究会
• Album: ANTi CONFORMiST SUPERSTAR

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

覗かないで

Don’t peek

見ないでよ

Don’t look at me

死は安らぎ？

Is death peaceful?

違うと思う最近

I think otherwise lately

生きてる

I'm alive

いわれなくてもわかってる？

Do you understand even without me saying?

何難しい？

Is it so difficult?

おっと噛まないで

Oops, don’t bite

痛いから

Because it hurts

傷つけたくてやってないでしょ

You’re not doing this to hurt me, right?

そうわかってんだ

I know that

悪いやつなんて

There’s no such thing as a bad guy

いないはずさ ここにはね

There shouldn’t be, right here

そのまま ありのままでなんて

Just being yourself as you are, that’s

弱すぎるし 出来やしないよ

Too weak and impossible to do

ちっぽけむき出し

So small, exposed

触れたら 知らぬうちに涙

If you touch, tears will come out without knowing

止まらないよどうしたら

I can’t stop, what should I do?

隠せない青いしるしを

These blue marks I can't hide

見ないで

Don’t look

...

...

気は確かかい？

Are you sane?

たまに聞かれるけれど

Sometimes I hear that, but

君の方もおかしくなってないかい？

Aren't you also losing your mind?

僕はそう確かに

I’m certain that

変なのかもしれないや

I might be strange

まぁいいじゃん

Well, whatever

狂ってる方が心配しないでしょ？

Better to be crazy, right? No need to worry

うそ本当は

Lies, actually

欲しい心配が

The concern I want

君の中にいたいんだ あぁ

Is to stay inside you, ah

そのまま ありのままでなんて

Just as you are, as you are

弱すぎるし 出来やしないよ

Too weak, can't do it

ちっぽけむき出し

So small, exposed

触れたら 知らぬうちに涙

If you touch, tears come out without you realizing

止まらないよどうしたら

I can’t stop, what should I do?

隠せない青いしるしを

These blue marks I can't hide

見ないで

Don’t look

...

...

助けて

Help me

僕には何もない

I have nothing

はりぼての人形だ

Just a fake doll

ぶざまな姿を

Looking at this miserable form

見ないで

Don’t look

これ以上望むなら

If you want more,

期待だけが増幅しちゃう

Expectations just grow

はずかしい どうしようもないんだ

It’s embarrassing, I don’t know what to do

死ねよ

Go die

...

...

Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
死 /し/ B2	noun - death
安らぎ /やすらぎ/ B2	noun - peace, tranquility
生きてる /いきてる/ B1	verb - to be alive, to live
傷 /きず/ B2	noun - wound, injury
涙 /なみだ/ B1	noun - tear
助けて /たすけて/ A2	verb - to help
狂ってる /くるってる/ B2	verb - to be crazy, to go mad
欲しい /ほしい/ A2	adjective - wanting, desired
おかしい /おかしい/ B1	adjective - strange, funny
姿 /すがた/ B2	noun - figure, appearance
期待 /きたい/ B2	noun - expectation
望む /のぞむ/ B2	verb - to wish, to hope for
青い /あおい/ A2	adjective - blue
ここ /ここ/ A1	noun - here, this place
まま /まま/ A2	noun - as it is, unchanged
ちっぽけ /ちっぽけ/ B1	adjective - tiny, small

Grammar:

• 見ないでよ

  ➔ Imperative form with the auxiliary particle で (de) to request or command someone to not do something.

  ➔ The ないで (naide) form is used to make a negative request or command.

• ありのままでなんて

  ➔ Expression meaning 'as you are' or 'being oneself', often with a tone of dismissiveness or challenge.

  ➔ The phrase ありのままで (ari no mama de) means 'as you are' or 'being oneself'.

• 死ねよ

  ➔ Imperative form of 死ぬ (shinu) with the terminal よ (yo) for emphasis or strong command, meaning 'Die!'

  ➔ 死ね (shine) is the imperative form of 'to die', with よ (yo) emphasizing forcefulness or emotional intensity.

• 傷つけたくてやってないでしょ

  ➔ The て-form of 傷つけたい (kizutsuketai) + の for nominalization, combined with やってない (do not do) in negative casual form, expressing 'You didn't do it because you wanted to hurt me, right?'

  ➔ 傷つけたい is the verb 傷つける (to hurt) in theたい (want to) form; の nominalizes the phrase. やってないでしょ (are not doing it, right?) is the negative casual form of やる (to do).

• 見ないでよ

  ➔ Imperative form with the auxiliary で (de) to command or request someone not to look.

  ➔ The ないで (naide) form is used here as a command or request not to look at something.

• 隠せない青いしるしを

  ➔ The potential form of 隠す (to hide) in the negative potential (できない), plus を marking the direct object, referring to 'the blue mark that cannot be hidden.'

  ➔ 隠せない is the potential form of 隠す (to hide) in its negative form, meaning 'cannot be hidden.'