クズリ念

• By: ずっと真夜中でいいのに。
• Album: 虚仮の一念海馬に託す

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

心臓こじ開けて さらっと食べて

I pry open my heart and eat it casually

何も感じない

I feel nothing

雨の中 ずっと煮込んでも

Even if I simmer in the rain forever

まずいものは 不味い

Bad things are just bad

世の中の意図・書が全部

Not everything in the world resonates with intention

響くとは限らないこと わかるよ もう

I understand that now

でも褒められるために目指す

But I aim to be praised

晴れも いいんでしょう

Sunny days are nice, right?

没頭して

I get lost in it

ちっちゃい悪魔になれたら楽です 頑張ろ

It would be easy to become a little devil, so let's try hard

ただ凌いで

Just getting by

魘されるのも一時的な所業 一過性

Being tormented is just a temporary act, it's transient

言い訳です

It's an excuse

ロンリーナイト 冷蔵庫の灯りが

Lonely night, the light of the fridge

映し出す 僕の虚無を証明して

Reflects and proves my emptiness

それは 誰も奪えやしないんだよ

No one can take that away from me

孤独じゃなきゃ眠れない 眠れない

I can't sleep unless I'm lonely, can't sleep

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空っぽなオケで 歌う習慣

A habit of singing in an empty orchestra

新参お皿を 舐める探究死因

A new plate licked, exploring the cause of death

やりたいことできなくて正解じゃん

It's correct that I can't do what I want

言いたいこと言えなくて正解じゃん

It's correct that I can't say what I want

アドバイス評論人類 脳サンキュ

Thanks to the advice critics of humanity

すり減らない日を選ぼうよ だって

Let's choose days that won't wear us down, because

余裕がない僕には

For me, who has no leeway

劣等感・疎外感・嫌悪感が

Inferiority, alienation, and disgust

成長なんて 今は無理だな

Growth is impossible for me right now

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ロンリーナイト 冷蔵庫の灯りが

Lonely night, the light of the fridge

映し出す 僕の虚無を証明して

Reflects and proves my emptiness

それは 誰も奪えやしないんだよ

No one can take that away from me

孤独じゃなきゃ眠れない 眠れない

I can't sleep unless I'm lonely, can't sleep

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ほっといて

Leave me alone

解いた凝り素早く手放せ 頑張ろ

Quickly let go of the tension I released, let's try hard

木枯らし吹け

Let the cold wind blow

安心なんて一時的な諸行 一過性

Comfort is just a temporary act, it's transient

いい加減です

It's half-hearted

皆が いいと思う曲や歌が 響かない

Songs that everyone thinks are good don't resonate

弱る夜を肯定して

I affirm the weakening night

その手 時には借りてみたいけど

I sometimes want to borrow that hand

けれど いらない

But I don't need it

論理無いと 夢は苦さを増して

Without logic, dreams become more bitter

夢で会おう？なんてことは まやかし

Meeting in dreams? That's just an illusion

でもそれは 僕の生存戦略なんだよ

But that's my survival strategy

孤独じゃなきゃ眠れない 眠れない

I can't sleep unless I'm lonely, can't sleep

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Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
心臓(shinzou) /ʃinzoː/ B1	noun - heart (organ)
煮込む(nikom) /nikomu/ B2	verb - to simmer, to stew
不味い(mazui) /mazui/ B1	adjective - unpleasant (taste, situation), awful, terrible
響く(hibiku) /hibiku/ B2	verb - to resound, to echo, to reverberate, to affect
目指す(mezasu) /mezasu/ B1	verb - to aim at, to have an objective
悪魔(akuma) /akɯma/ B1	noun - devil, demon
凌ぐ(shinogu) /shinogu/ B2	verb - to endure, to withstand, to stave off
魘される(unasareru) /unasareru/ C1	verb - to have a nightmare, to be troubled by a dream
虚無(kyomu) /kjomɯ/ C1	noun - nihilism, emptiness, nothingness
奪う(ubau) /ɯbau/ B1	verb - to snatch, to steal
孤独(kodoku) /koꜜdokɯ/ B2	noun - solitude, loneliness
習慣(shuukan) /ʃɯːkaɴ/ A2	noun - custom, habit
探究(tankyuu) /taɴkʲɯː/ B2	noun - inquiry, investigation, quest
劣等感(rettoukan) /ɾettoːkaɴ/ C1	noun - inferiority complex
嫌悪感(keno kan) /keɴo kaɴ/ C1	noun - aversion, disgust
肯定(koutei) /koːteː/ B2	verb - affirmation, approval, to affirm, to approve
論理(ronri) /ɾoɴɾi/ B2	noun - logic
戦略(senryaku) /se̞nɾʲakɯ/ C1	noun - strategy, tactics

Grammar:

• 心臓こじ開けて

  ➔ Teine form +て to connect two actions

  ➔ The て form of the verb "こじ開ける" (to pry open) connects with the next action or implies doing them sequentially.

• 何も感じない

  ➔ Negative form + ない to express negation

  ➔ The verb "感じる" (to feel) is in its negative form "感じない", indicating not feeling anything.

• 響くとは限らない

  ➔ と limited usage with nouns and verbs to specify quotation or explanation

  ➔ The phrase "響くとは限らない" uses と to quote or define "響く" (to echo) and 結限らない to indicate it does not necessarily happen.

• 一過性

  ➔ Noun + な-adjective + な to describe temporary or transient states

  ➔ 一過性 is a noun combined with な to describe something that is temporary or passing.

• 眠れない

  ➔ Potential form of sleep verb + ない to indicate inability

  ➔ The verb "眠る" (to sleep) is converted into its potential form "眠れる" and combined with ない to mean "cannot sleep".

• 一時的な諸行

  ➔ Noun + な + の to modify nouns and describe temporary nature

  ➔ The phrase "一時的な諸行" combines noun + な + の to describe actions or things that are temporary.