私このままでいいのかな – Bilingual Lyrics Japanese/English

• By: BoA

Lyrics & Translation

[Japanese]

[English]

広いベッドは いつもの香り あなただけいない

The wide bed has its usual scent, but you're not here

これで最後の 恋にするはずが 元どおり

I was supposed to make this my last love, but I'm back to where I started

Tell me 私のこと思うなら

Tell me, if you think of me

綺麗な別れはいらない

I don't need a beautiful goodbye

どこが ダメか 教えて ねえ お願い

Tell me, what's wrong with me, please, oh please

聞きたくないけど

I don't want to hear it

聞かなきゃもう 変われない

But I have to hear it to change

深く息をして あなたのナンバー

I take a deep breath, your number

ダメだ 押せない ああ...

I can't, I can't press it, ah...

また今日も素直に なれない バカだよね

Again today, I can't be honest, I'm such an idiot

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居心地のいい人が 運命の相手だと 信じていたけど

I believed that someone I felt comfortable with was my destiny, but

未熟な私を押し付けただけ やさしさに甘えて

I was just pushing my immaturity onto you, taking advantage of your kindness

Tell me 気づいたら周りはもう

Tell me, when I realized, everyone around me

私を叱ってくれない

Doesn't scold me anymore

何が いけない 教えて ねえ お願い

Tell me, what's wrong, please, oh please

言いたくないこと

I don't want to say it

言わせるけど 許して

I'm making you say it, but please forgive me

最後のわがまま あなたのナンバー

My last selfish request, your number

ダメだ 押せない ああ...

I can't, I can't press it, ah...

また今日も素敵に なれない

Again today, I can't be wonderful

変わりたいのに ああ

I want to change, ah

分かってるのに 同じ過ち 繰り返してばかり

I know, but I keep repeating the same mistakes

傷つくことが怖くて 私このままでいい？

I'm afraid of getting hurt, is it okay for me to stay like this?

聞かずに来た でも

I didn't ask, but

聞きたくないけど

I don't want to hear it

聞かなきゃもう 変われない

But I have to hear it to change

深く息をして あなたのナンバー

I take a deep breath, your number

ダメだ 押せない ああ...

I can't, I can't press it, ah...

また今日も素直に なれない

Again today, I can't be honest

もっと素敵な私に なりたいのに

I want to be a more wonderful me

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Key Vocabulary

Vocabulary	Meanings
ベッド /bɛd/ A1	noun - bed
香り /kaori/ B1	noun - fragrance
恋 /koi/ A2	noun - love
教えて /oshiete/ A2	verb - to teach
素直 /sunao/ B2	adjective - honest, straightforward
運命 /unmei/ B1	noun - destiny
気づく /kizuku/ B2	verb - to notice, to realize
傷つく /kizutsuku/ B2	verb - to get hurt
変わる /kawaru/ B1	verb - to change
素敵 /suteki/ B2	adjective - wonderful, lovely
分かる /wakaru/ A2	verb - to understand
最後 /saigo/ A2	noun - last, end
私 /watashi/ A1	pronoun - I, me
お願い /onegai/ A2	noun - request, favor
バカ /baka/ A2	noun - fool, idiot

Key Grammar Structures

• 〜はずが

  ➔ Expresses expectation or assumption that something should happen or be the case.

  ➔ "はずが" indicates that the speaker expected or believed that something should be the case, but it is not.

• 〜に甘えて

  ➔ Indicates relying on or taking advantage of someone's kindness or dependence.

  ➔ The phrase【〜に甘えて】means to rely on someone's kindness and sometimes take advantage of it.

• 〜ように

  ➔ Expresses a purpose, goal, or manner to do something.

  ➔ The phrase【〜ように】indicates the intended purpose or manner in which an action is performed.

• 〜のに

  ➔ Expresses contrast or regret, often meaning 'even though' or 'despite.'

  ➔ The conjunction【〜のに】is used to show a contrast between expectation and reality or to express regret.

• 〜たら

  ➔ Conditional form meaning 'if' or 'when' something happens.

  ➔ The【〜たら】form indicates a conditional scenario, similar to 'if' or 'when' in English.

• 〜ても

  ➔ Concessive form meaning 'even if' or 'although'.

  ➔ The【〜ても】form is used to express concessive or contrastive situations, roughly 'even if' or 'although'.