命日

• By: ちゃんみな

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

明日さえも惜しい年頃なの

I'm at the age where I even cherish tomorrow

いつかは来る終わりを待ってるの

I'm just waiting for the end that will someday come

指の隙間から 溢れ落ちてる時間を

Time overflowing from the gaps between my fingers

お前なんかに 捧げ差下げ捧げらんないわ

I can't dedicate myself or offer myself to someone like you

命日もバースデーもないんだから

There’s no memorial day or birthday

果て無く嫌ってた

I hated endlessly

世間、悪

The world, it's evil

見てたあの背中

That back I was watching

なんて邪悪

Such malice

お前の正体は

Your true nature is

今は遠くwalk through

Now I walk through from afar

まだ死ねないわ

I still can't die

この頃感じる焦りはなんだろう

What is this anxiety I feel these days?

二十四、五、六は溶けやすいだろう

I'm probably easy to melt around twenty-four, twenty-five, twenty-six

気をつけなくちゃ

I have to be careful

ママがちょいちょい言っていた

Mom kept telling me over and over

いつかお前がお前である時が来る

That someday, the time will come when you'll truly be yourself

だけどそんなんはあっという間いっという間うっという間

But all that will happen in the blink of an eye, just a blink, just a blink

命日もバースデーもないんだから

There’s no memorial day or birthday

行く宛 なく歩いた

Walking without a destination

欲しいもんは そっちからよこしてと

Wanting you to send what I desire from your side

当たり前だ 私高いから

Of course, I’m high up, that’s why

今はヤング 十分払いたくないわ

Right now I’m young, I don’t want to pay enough

嫌気がさす

I’m getting fed up

こんな世の中の為戦う私は報われるのかしら

Will fighting for this messed-up world be rewarded?

果て無く嫌ってた

I hated endlessly

世間、悪

The world, it's evil

見てたあの背中

That back I was watching

なんて邪悪

Such malice

お前の正体は

Your true nature is

今は遠くwalk through

Now I walk through from afar

まだ死ねないわ

I still can't die

夢とか希望もI don’t feel 辛い

Dreams and hopes—they don't feel real, it's painful

誰かと結ばれるの?till I die

Will I be able to connect with someone? Till I die

見て現世界 価値がある？ない？

Looking at the real world, is there value in it? Or not?

1人で生きていくので精一杯

Living alone is all I can manage

You know what 気付けばもうだいぶ歩いた

You know what, I've already walked quite a bit when I realized

Ride or Die うっせぇit’s my life

Ride or Die, whatever—it’s my life

致すイカす生かす死なすの？

To live, to kill, to keep alive—what's the deal?

私は私で私を生かす

I am myself, me, and I keep myself alive

Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
明日 /ashita/ A1	noun - tomorrow
惜しい /oshii/ B1	adjective - precious, valuable
終わり /owari/ A2	noun - end
捧げ /sasage/ B2	verb - to dedicate, to offer
命日 /meinichi/ B1	noun - birthday
バースデー /bāsudē/ A2	noun - birthday
果て /hate/ B1	noun - end, limit
嫌い /kirai/ A2	adjective - hate, dislike
世間 /seken/ B1	noun - world, society
悪 /waru/ A2	adjective - bad, evil
邪悪 /jaaku/ B2	adjective - wicked, evil
正体 /shōtai/ B1	noun - true nature, identity
遠く /tōku/ A2	adverb - far, distant
walk /wōku/ A1	verb - to walk
死ね /shine/ B1	verb - to die
焦り /aseri/ B2	noun - anxiety, impatience
溶け /toke/ B1	verb - to melt
気をつけ /ki o tsuke/ B1	verb - to be careful, to pay attention
ママ /mama/ A1	noun - mom, mother
ヤング /yangu/ A2	adjective - young
嫌気がさす /iya ki ga sasu/ B2	verb - to be fed up, to be tired of

Grammar:

• なの

  ➔ Nominal sentence ending particle used for explanation or confirmation.

  ➔ It emphasizes explanation or confirmation about a statement.

• も

  ➔ Particle meaning 'also' or 'too', used to include additional information.

  ➔ Indicates inclusion of the same action or condition in addition to previous.

• ないんだから

  ➔ Expresses reason or explanation for a negative statement; 'because there is no...'.

  ➔ Indicates the reason for the negative statement based on the absence of something.

• ～まで

  ➔ Particle indicating 'until' or 'up to' a certain point or time.

  ➔ Shows the limit or extent of an action or state in terms of time or space.

• と

  ➔ Particle used to quote direct speech or to connect thoughts (with 'till I die').

  ➔ Used to quote or specify the content of speech or thought.

• ～ら

  ➔ Conditional or hypothetical form indicating 'if' or 'when' based on the noun before it.

  ➔ Expresses hypothetical situations or conditions related to the noun.

• ～し

  ➔ Sequential connector used to list multiple reasons or actions, similar to 'and'.

  ➔ Connects multiple reasons or actions, indicating they occur together or consecutively.

• ～から

  ➔ Particle indicating the starting point, reason, or cause of an action.

  ➔ Shows the origin or reason for an action or state.