弱虫モンブラン (Reloaded)
Lyrics:
[日本語]
ありったけの想いは これだけの言葉に
「愛したけど重いわ」 それだけのことなの
愛したのは誰だっけ
あれほどの時間が 消えて見えなくなった
まだ触れてる筈なのに
忘れてしまえば 消える反照
本当だって良いと思えないの あたしはまだ弱い虫？
コントラクト会議 あたしはまたきみの中に堕ちていくの？
きみの中であたしぼっち 愛迷な呪いで
白と黒の“つらいごっこ” 愛と欲を演じているんだ
麻酔をかけても 廻る代償
本当だって良いと思えるまで あたしはまた繰り返す
モンブランは甘味 裸足のまま その甘さに溺れちゃうの
どうか いかないで
どうか 消えないで
ねえきっとあたしはきみをやめたいのに
あたしが死ねばいいの？ 今すぐに
本当だって良いと思えないの あたしはまだ弱い虫？
コントラクト会議 あたしはまたきみの中に堕ちていく
愛したっていいじゃん 変われないよ あたしは今何回目なの
きみがやっぱ欲しいよ
あたしはまた弱虫モンブランだったみたいだ
きみが入ってる 繰り返し果てる
それに応えよと あたしは喘ぐの
ありったけの想いは これだけの言葉に
Vocabulary in this song:
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愛 (ai) /aɪ/ A1 |
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言葉 (kotoba) /ko̞to̞ba/ A1 |
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重い (omoi) /omo̞i/ A2 |
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時間 (jikan) /d͡ʑikaɴ/ A1 |
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虫 (mushi) /mɯɕi/ A2 |
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弱い (yowai) /jo̞wai/ A2 |
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会議 (kaigi) /ka̠iɡʲi/ B1 |
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中 (naka) /naka/ A1 |
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呪い (noroi) /no̞ɾo̞i/ B2 |
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白 (shiro) /ɕiɾo̞/ A1 |
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黒 (kuro) /kɯɾo̞/ A1 |
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欲 (yoku) /jo̞kɯ/ B1 |
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麻酔 (masui) /masɯi/ B2 |
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甘味 (amami) /amami/ B1 |
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死 (shi) /ɕi/ A2 |
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喘ぐ (aegu) /aegu/ C1 |
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Grammar:
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愛した**けど**重いわ
➔ けど (kedo): Conjunction expressing contrast, but, although.
➔ Expresses that although the speaker loved the person, the love was too heavy. The "kedo" softens the statement, implying a reason for the separation.
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まだ触れてる**筈なのに**
➔ 筈 (hazu) + なのに (nanoni): Expresses expectation or assumption that something should be the case, but in reality, it is not. Combines "should be" with "despite that".
➔ Implies the speaker *should* still be able to feel the touch, but for some reason, they can't. Highlights a disconnect between expectation and reality.
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忘れてしまえ**ば** 消える反照
➔ ～ば (ba) Conditional form: Expresses a hypothetical condition. 'If' or 'When' something happens.
➔ The sentence states that *if* (or *when*) you forget, the reflection will disappear. This suggests a link between memory and reality.
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本当だって良いと思え**ないの** あたしはまだ弱い虫？
➔ ～ないの (nai no): A questioning suffix that adds a sense of doubt or seeking confirmation. It implies that the speaker is unsure and is looking for validation or an explanation.
➔ The "nai no" at the end expresses a feeling of uncertainty and insecurity about accepting something as truth. It is a rhetorical question.
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きみの中であたし**ぼっち** 愛迷な呪いで
➔ ぼっち (bocchi): Slang term for being alone, lonely, isolated. It emphasizes the state of being completely by oneself.
➔ The word "bocchi" highlights the feeling of being isolated and alone even when inside the person they love. It is a strong, emotional word.
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あたしが死ね**ば**いいの？ 今すぐに
➔ ～ばいい (ba ii): Expresses the idea of 'it would be good if...' or 'should I...?'. It's a conditional expressing what would be a desirable action or outcome.
➔ The question "あたしが死ねばいいの？" (Should I die?) expresses a desperate feeling and the belief that their death might be the only solution.
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変われないよ あたしは今何回**目**なの
➔ ～目 (me): Suffix indicating ordinal numbers (first, second, third, etc.).
➔ The speaker wonders what "number" (times, instance) this is, implying a repeated cycle of events or emotions. It suggests a sense of being trapped in a loop.
