ラブソング

• By: キタニタツヤ, Eve
• Album: Love Song feat. Eve / Tatsuya Kitani

Lyrics:

[日本語]

[English]

正しく汚し合っていた僕ら

We were properly tainted by each other

互いの悲しみに夢中さ

We were obsessed with each other's sorrow

痛くて舐め合った喪失感

The pain of our loss was so intense, it felt like we were licking each other's wounds

散文的な快楽でもいい

Even a fleeting pleasure would be fine

生きているのがどうしようもなく恥ずかしい

I'm so ashamed of being alive, it's unbearable

気のせいだと思いたくて 思えなくて

I want to think it's just my imagination, but I couldn't

眠ることすらきみなしじゃ儘ならない

I couldn't even sleep without you

陶器のようで柔いその頬に傷をつけたい

I want to leave a scar on your delicate cheek, like it's made of porcelain

僕らみたいなクズにはそれしかできない

That's all we're capable of, us worthless people

愛だ恋だと腑抜けた歌うたって

Singing about love and romance, it's all just nonsense

きみという毒でキマっていたいね

I want to be intoxicated by the poison that is you

悲しいことばかり考えはじめて終わんないループ

I've started thinking about sad things, and it's an endless loop

ずっと待っていたこのトキシックな逢瀬

This toxic encounter, I've been waiting for it for so long

きみは有毒で最悪で最愛の 優しい地獄

You're toxic, the worst, and my dearest, a gentle hell

まだ抜けない離脱症状

I still can't shake off the withdrawal symptoms

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果たして 価値観は狂った

Is our sense of values really warped?

きみ無しの人生など滑稽さ

A life without you is laughable

片足で立つような現実感

The reality is like standing on one leg

世界の殆どがグレーアウトした

Most of the world has faded to gray

バグりだす脳下垂体の暴走

My brain's pituitary gland is malfunctioning, running wild

パキるAM4時過ぎの幻聴

I'm hearing things, a hallucination past 4 AM

「誰もがお前を愛している」と教えてくれる

"Everyone loves you," it tells me

消えかけの月明かり

The fading moonlight

夜半の祝福さえ朝に食い尽くされ

Even the blessings of the night are devoured by the morning

また息をしづらくなる

I'm struggling to breathe again

誰もが僕を愛していない

No one loves me

ひどい悪夢が現実ならきみを服毒していたい

If this terrible nightmare is reality, I'd rather be poisoned by you

僕らみたいなクズのためのラブソングはどこ？

Where's the love song for people like us, worthless as we are?

愛だ恋だと腑抜けた歌うたって

Singing about love and romance, it's all just nonsense

きみという毒でキマっていたいね

I want to be intoxicated by the poison that is you

悲しいことばかりの僕の命 無価値だったみたい

My life, filled with only sad thoughts, seems worthless

今日も哀願してまたトキシックな逢瀬

Today, I'll beg again, and we'll have another toxic encounter

きみは有毒で最悪で最愛の 眩しい常闇

You're toxic, the worst, and my dearest, a dazzling darkness

まだ抜けない離脱症状

I still can't shake off the withdrawal symptoms

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ただ君に渇いている

I'm just thirsty for you

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Vocabulary in this song:

Vocabulary	Meanings
正しく /tadashiku/ B1	adverb - correctly
汚し /yogosu/ B1	verb - to soil
喪失感 /sōshitsukan/ B2	noun - sense of loss
陶器 /tōki/ B1	noun - pottery
頬 /hō/ A2	noun - cheek
毒 /doku/ B1	noun - poison
トキシック /tokishikku/ B2	adjective - toxic
逢瀬 /ōse/ B2	noun - rendezvous
価値観 /kachikan/ B1	noun - values
グレーアウト /gureāauto/ B2	verb - to gray out
幻聴 /genchō/ B2	noun - hallucination
バグ /bagu/ B1	noun - bug
パキる /pakiru/ B2	verb - to crack
幻 /maboroshi/ B1	noun - illusion
眩しい /mabushii/ B1	adjective - dazzling
常闇 /tsune yami/ B2	noun - eternal darkness

Grammar:

• 正しく汚し合っていた僕ら

  ➔ te-Form + 合う (au) to indicate mutual action

  ➔ The use of the **te-form + 合う** indicates doing something together or mutually.

• 散文的な快楽でもいい

  ➔ でも (demo) meaning "even" or "also" to indicate concession

  ➔ The particle **でも** introduces a concession, meaning "even" or "also," showing that the speaker accepts or considers something despite other factors.

• 気のせいだと思いたくて

  ➔ と思いたくて (to omoitakute): connective form + て to link clauses expressing desire

  ➔ The phrase **と思いたくて** combines the desire **たい** with the て form to connect and express wishing or wanting to believe something.

• 夜半の祝福さえ朝に食い尽くされ

  ➔ さえ (sai) meaning "even" to emphasize inclusion or extent

  ➔ The particle **さえ** emphasizes inclusivity, meaning "even" or "to the extent that," highlighting the extremity of the situation.

• 僕らみたいなクズにはそれしかできない

  ➔ には (niwa): emphasis or target of the action

  ➔ The particle **には** is used to mark the target of the action, emphasizing that this is the only thing they can do.

• 愛だ恋だと腑抜けた歌うたって

  ➔ と (to) used here as a quotative particle to indicate "talking about" or "such as"

  ➔ The particle **と** functions as a quotative, conveying "talking about" or "such as" when listing or referring to concepts.

• 僕の命 無価値だったみたい

  ➔ だった (datta): past tense of だ (da) to express "was"

  ➔ The **だった** is the past tense of だ (copula), used here to indicate that something was the case in the past.