NVM – 英语/中文 双语歌词

• 作者: Joyner Lucas, Mya

歌词与翻译

[中文]

我太难受了，冷静不下来

我对你 燃烧殆尽

我彻底迷失了，找不到方向

我对你 燃烧殆尽

对你

她说

我已经不再像以前那样爱他了

不知道他是不是也一样

就像我们的光芒正在暗淡，现在已经熄灭

而且我怀疑这永远不会改变

我一直和一个废物睡在一起，他曾经是我的好朋友，现在却玩弄感情

我还在乎他，但真的不一样了

这就是为什么我可能会抱怨，因为最近事情变得很奇怪

他曾经是个男子汉

会收拾房间，伸出援手，而且

锻炼肌肉像一辆 **** 的 Trans-Am

沉迷于奋斗，橡胶带先生

橡胶带去哪儿了？

就像他变得太舒服了

现在他所做的就是躺着和放松

辞掉了工作，失去了雄心，真是烂透了

我每天都在工作，回到家还要为他做饭

但他只想玩电子游戏，好像这样就能付账单一样

他从来没有不安全感

现在突然间我不能出门，什么都做不了

不能再和我的朋友们出去玩了

我不能那样，不能这样了

甚至不能再拉屎了，没有他在我背后，就像

当我告诉他我的感受时，就像在对着一堵墙说话

因为他只会关闭自己，这让我很生气

我开始写下我的想法，开始列出我的清单

我觉得我没有被听到，这只会让我退缩

想知道我们是怎么走到这一步的

这让我非常沮丧

我曾经非常着迷

感觉你失去了你的灵魂，现在你真正拥有的只是肉体

我不喜欢我们做爱

但你知道我真正想的是什么

我留在这里太久了，希望我们会好起来

但你不再尊重我了，我从你的脸上看出来了

感觉每次你的人生出了问题，你都在找东西来怪罪

开始指责，好像是我的错，好像我是一个该死的耻辱

你只会大喊大叫，然后像对待一个巨大的错误一样对待我

然后描绘出一幅画面，好像我是一个悲观的、充满愤怒的婊子

好像我是一个被邪恶驱使的有毒的婊子，只会抱怨

你认为这样可以吗？

所以别再跟我废话了，我不会让你感到压力

当我和你在一起时，很难把所有这些都压在心里

如果我表达出来，你就会转移话题，所以我永远不会这样做

开始让我怀疑你对你的前任们做了什么

你永远不会带我出去约会，所以我可以为你打扮

试图为你打扮得最好，但没有什么能让你印象深刻

如果我问你要点时间，你说我在烦你

那天我放弃的时候，你开始给我的就少了，我想是真的

我感到无助，但我的头抬得很高

不要感到惊讶

我可能疯了，但我从未撒谎

让开，我们给了多少次第二次机会

再见

天使的翅膀变成了恶魔的眼睛

我永远无法和他交谈或具体说明

所以我所做的就是内心焦虑

因为当我讲出我的感受时，他试图纠正

我厌倦了让它过去

我知道我应该读懂那些迹象

我希望我们可以，算了

我太难受了，冷静不下来

我对你 燃烧殆尽

我彻底迷失了，找不到方向

我对你 燃烧殆尽

对你

他说

我已经不再像以前那样爱她了

不知道她是不是也一样

就像我们的光芒正在暗淡，现在已经熄灭

而且我怀疑这永远不会改变

我一直和一个陌生人睡在一起，她曾经是我的好朋友

现在事情变得越来越奇怪

事实是，如果她离开我，我可能永远不会追她

因为我怀疑我能否让她变回原来的样子并拯救她

我觉得我们不再同心了

说实话，那些吻已经不再像以前那样了

我曾经责备自己，但我不能再承担责任了

就像她把我的信念践踏在地上，现在已经没有了

希望我能回到过去，倒带

回到我们出去玩，享受时光的日子

回到她曾经对我微笑和嘲笑的时候，有过更好的时光

但现在她对每个人都微笑和嘲笑，除了我的，哇

我想知道我们发生了什么事

所有的亲密关系都消失了

也许我们缺乏激情

也许这种联系不再牢固

所有的激情都破灭了

做爱似乎是错误的，而且发生得不多

也许我要求太多了

长远目标是共同建设

从那里变成了只要我们在一起就会争吵

到了人们质疑我们为什么还在一起的地步

我们可能还在坚持，因为我们一起欠了几张账单

我不想说这是真的，但我知道她可能也这么想

害怕继续前进，所以我们容忍我们所做的事情

太晚了，但我们活着，我们从不深思熟虑

拖延太久了，该死

但你知道我的问题是什么吗

我留在这里太久了，忽视了常识

她不再尊重我了，就是这样

感觉自从我失业以来，这变成了一场比赛

我甚至无法呼吸，甚至无法打哈欠，她都会乱骂

她只会大喊大叫，然后像对待某种婊子一样对待我

然后描绘出一幅画面，好像我是一个沙文主义的自恋狂

好像我是一个被自我驱动的、有毒的混蛋厌恶女性者

你知道什么是有毒吗，嗯？

我没有多少可以给的，我正在努力奋斗

一直告诉她所有的家人我什么也不是，这不值得斗争

听从她的朋友们，但她所有的朋友都给她最糟糕的建议

感觉我被关在这个婊子家里，就像我一直在服刑一样

然后有胆量表现得好像她是天使一样，好像她在服侍基督

有趣的是，你的蛋糕怎么会是完美的一片

我说我不会离开，但今晚可能值得飞一趟

因为我从未经历过这种事，我有一种特殊的类型

你听到了吗

我感到无助，但我的头抬得很高，但我从不哭泣

我差点哭了，但我有很大的骄傲

让开，我们给了多少次第二次机会

再见

当我和她在一起时，我感觉不那么有活力

我永远无法和她交谈或具体说明

所以我所做的就是内心焦虑

因为当我讲出我的感受时，她试图纠正

我厌倦了让它过去

我知道我应该读懂那些迹象

我希望我能，算了

我太难受了，冷静不下来

我对你 燃烧殆尽

我彻底迷失了，找不到方向

我对你 燃烧殆尽

对你

我爱你，宝贝

我也爱你

[英语]

I'm way too hurt to come down

I'm burning up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burning up on you

On you

She said

I'm not in love with him no more the way I once was

I wonder if he feel the same

It's like our light was going dim and now it's unplugged

And I doubt that it will ever change

I been sleeping next to a lame who used to be my best friend, now the nigga's playing games

I still care about him but it really ain't the same

That's why I might complain, 'cause lately shit been getting strange

He used to be a man's man

Pick up 'round the house and lend a helping hand, and

Working up a muscle like a ****in' Trans-Am

Addicted to the hustle, Mr. Rubber-Band Man

Where the rubber bands went?

It's like he got too comfortable

Now all he do is lay and chill

Quit his job, lost his ambition, that shit lame as hell

I'm slaving all day at work to come home and make him meals

But he just wanna play video games like that's gon' pay some bills

He was never insecure

Now all of a sudden I can't go out, can't do shit no more

Can't hang out with my friends no more

I can't do that, can't do this no more

Can't even take a shit no more without him on my back, like

And when I tell him how I feel it's like I'm talking to a brick wall

'Cause all he do is shut down and that shit just get me pissed off

And I'm starting to write my thoughts down, start firing my list off

I feel like I ain't being heard and it's just gon' make me withdraw

Wonder how we made it this far

And that shit just get me mad depressed

I used to be mad obsessed

It feels like you lost your soul, now all you really have is flesh

And I hate when we having sex

But you know what I really think

I stayed around for way too long hoping that we'd be straight

But you don't respect me anymore, I'm seeing it in your face

Feel like every time your life go wrong you looking for shit to blame

Start pointing fingers like it's my fault, like I'm a fuckin' disgrace

And all you do is yell and then treat me like some big mistake

And then paint the picture like I'm a pessimistic bitch with rage

Like I'm some evil-driven toxic bitch who just complains

You think that shit's okay, huh?

So miss me with the bullshit, I ain't stressing you

It's hard to bottle all this up inside when I be next to you

And if I ever voice it you deflect it so I never do

Start to make me wonder all the shit you put your exes through

You will never take me on no dates so I can dress for you

Try to look my best for you but nothing be impressing you

And if I ever ask you for some time you say I'm pressing you

The day I gave up is when I started getting less from you, I guess it's true

I'm feeling helpless but my head is high

Don't get surprised

I might be crazy but I never lied

Step aside, how many times we gave a second try

Say goodbye

Angel wings turn to devil eyes

And I can never talk to him or specify

So all I do is stress inside

'Cause when I tell my side he try to rectify

I'm sick and tired of letting it slide

I knew I should've read the signs

I wish that we can, never mind

I'm way too hurt to come down

I'm burning up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burning up on you

On you

He said

I'm not in love with her no more the way I once was

I wonder if she feels the same

It's like our light was going dim and now it's unplugged

And I doubt that it will ever change

I been sleeping next to a stranger who used to be my best friend

Now things are getting stranger

And the truth is if she left me then I'd probably never chase her

'Cause I doubt that I could change her back to who she was and save her

And I feel like we ain't on the same page no more

To keep it real, them kisses just don't hit the same no more

I used to blame myself but I can't take the blame no more

It's like she ran my faith into the ground and now there ain't no more

Wish I can go back to what it was and press rewind

Back to the days when we would hang out and to catch a vibe

Back when she used to smile and laugh at me, had better times

But now she smiles and laughs at everybody's jokes except for mine's, wow

I wonder what happened to us

And all the intimacies gone

And maybe we lacking the lust

Maybe the bond isn't as strong

And all the passion is crushed

And having sex just seems wrong and it don't happen too much

Maybe I'm asking too much

The long-term goal was to build together

It went from that to arguments whenever we chill together

It's to the point that people question why we still together

And we probably only stick it out 'cause we got a couple bills together

And I hate to say it's true but I know she probably thinks it too

Afraid to move on so we tolerate the things we do

It's far too gone but we live and we never think it through

Procrastinating too long, damn

But you know what my problem is

I stayed around for way too long, ignoring common sense

She doesn't respect me anymore and that's just how it is

Feel like ever since I lost my job it's been a competition

I can't even breath, can't even yawn without her popping shit

And all she do is yell and then treat me like some kind of bitch

And then paint the picture like I'm some chauvinist narcissist

Like I'm some ego-driven toxic dick misogynist

Do you know what toxic is, huh?

And I ain't got a lot to give, I'm earning stripes

Been telling all her family I ain't shit and it ain't worth the fight

Listening to her friends but all her friends give her the worst advice

Feel like I'm in jail up in this bitch like I been serving life

Then got the nerve to act like she some angel like she's serving Christ

Funny how convenient that your cake could be the perfect slice

I said I wasn't leaving but tonight it might be worth the flight

'Cause I ain't never dealt with this before, I got a certain type

You heard it right

I'm feeling helpless but my head is high, but I never cry

I almost did but I got hella pride

Step aside, how many times we gave a second try

Say goodbye

And when I'm with her I feel less alive

And I can never talk to her or specify

So all I do is stress inside

'Cause when I tell my side she try to rectify

And I'm sick and tired of letting it slide

I knew I should've read the signs

I wish that I was, never mind

I'm way too hurt to come down

I'm burning up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burning up on you

On you

I love you baby

I love you too

重点词汇

词汇	含义
hurt /hɜːrt/ A2	verb - 使受伤或感到痛苦 adjective - 受伤的；感到疼痛的
burning /ˈbɜːrnɪŋ/ B1	verb - 燃烧；着火 adjective - 非常热的；强烈的
lost /lɒst/ A2	adjective - 找不到路的；困惑的
light /laɪt/ A2	noun - 光；可见的辐射能量 verb - 使…变亮，点燃
dim /dɪm/ B1	adjective - 不明亮的；微弱的
unplugged /ʌnˈplʌgd/ B2	adjective - 未接通电源的
doubt /daʊt/ B2	noun - 不确定感或缺乏信念 verb - 对某事感到不确定
ambition /æmˈbɪʃən/ B2	noun - 强烈的成功欲望
hustle /ˈhʌsəl/ B2	verb - 快速或强力地移动；积极推动 noun - 忙碌的活动；积极的努力
depressed /dɪˈprɛst/ B2	adjective - 感到极度悲伤或情绪低落
obsessed /əbˈsɛst/ B2	adjective - 对某事着迷或不断思考
soul /soʊl/ B1	noun - 人类的精神或非物质部分
disgrace /dɪsˈɡreɪs/ B2	noun - 耻辱；名誉的丧失 verb - 使…蒙羞
pessimistic /ˌpɛsɪˈmɪstɪk/ C1	adjective - 倾向于看到事物最坏的方面或相信最坏的情况会发生
toxic /ˈtɒksɪk/ B2	adjective - 有毒的；有害或破坏性的
misogynist /ˌmɪsəˈdʒaɪnɪst/ C1	noun - 憎恨、蔑视或对女性抱有强烈偏见的人
narcissist /ˈnɑːrsɪsɪst/ C1	noun - 对自己有过度兴趣或崇拜的人
procrastinating /prəˈkræstəˌneɪtɪŋ/ C1	verb - 拖延或推迟行动；把某事拖后