Open Scars – 英语/中文 双语歌词

• 作者: Young M.A

歌词与翻译

[中文]

这就是我知道爱已消失的方式

因为我知道我们会争吵，这就是我知道爱已消失的方式

呃，从未有过爱，那从未是爱

我迷失了方向，找到了上帝，更好的爱

我从未软弱，我永远是硬汉，耶

而你不是上帝，所以你永远无法评判

我曾把兄弟们叫来，却在风暴中离开了我

这就是为什么我的心依然冰冷，即使在温暖的时候

他们突然忘记了，就像我从未帮助过他们

他们从不欠我什么，我靠自己做到了

仍在与恶魔斗争，躲避子弹，拔除荆棘

有趣的是，他们仍然安然入睡，就像我从未吹响号角

这个女人看起来像个男人，好像有什么不对

不，还是吸我的，贱人，没问题

整个行业都被操纵了，我不需要奖项

我做了从未做过的事，却依然没有掌声

就像我从未在任何地方取得胜利

而我的妈妈在我出生时成了替罪羊

1992年4月3日

我只有5英尺7英寸，但我的枪有5英尺2英寸

我直到死都是红生命，但我的珠宝是天蓝色的

我不需要物质的东西，我的气场也能闪耀

大动作

打卡直到我的时间到

任何让我致富的事，我都会做两遍

很健康，不喝酒，只喝水和青柠汁

不再吸毒，这是我投入灵魂和心灵的事

我总觉得少了些什么

无论我做多少

无论我多成功

我总是觉得不够百分之百

这让我有种甜蜜而苦涩的感觉

你明白吗？就像这里是我第一次体验到死亡的真正意义

你的一部分和你的兄弟一起死去了？

对，基本上是这样

在过去的三年里，我让我的粉丝失望了

我失去了信心，我无法理解为什么

我必须去释放我的心灵，放松自己

没有Henny，我现在一切都看得很清楚

这个行业有问题，现在感觉很奇怪（感觉很奇怪）

音乐已经不再是音乐（不再是音乐）

它不再有冲击力（不再有冲击力）

你不再能感受到（你不再能感受到）

就像他们现在不在乎（他们根本不在乎）

这只是你现在听到的东西（耶）

就像世界变了，太混乱了

当我对音乐失去热情时，我的世界就结束了

我被创伤和所有戏剧分散了注意力

从女朋友到我妈妈，搞砸了我的心智

伤害了我的健康，看医生

名单上只剩下四、五个朋友

有趣的是，当你闪耀时，整条队列都出现了

但这是游戏的一部分，我拿起笔，签了名

与抑郁分手，放下焦虑

背弃魔鬼，忽视社会

面对现实，接受内心的痛苦

不再评判我的诚实

不再评判我的诚实

以速度恢复

酒没有掩盖我的痛苦，它掩盖了我

看着生活，为什么你要欺骗我？

为什么你要欺骗我？

精神破裂，心碎，我的爱是谦逊的

腐蚀我的品质

减少我的数量

终于追上我的真相，实现我的预言

呃，我发誓，生活一直在踢我的屁股

看起来我过得不错，但精神上却很糟糕

只要能让我的兄弟回来，我愿意放弃所有这些钱

我会买张机票，只为回到过去

信任问题不会改变，那只是我拥有的东西

我保留着割草机，只为看到草丛中的蛇

我建了一道篱笆，只为把蛇困在草丛中

我养了一只鹰，只为吃掉草丛中的蛇

在临终前，但上帝迅速治愈了我

他有其他计划，这只是任务的一部分

微笑是一种伪装，面具下是泪水

多年来在面具下窒息

没有遗憾，因为当我失去爱时，我找到了平静

当我终于深入挖掘时，伙计，我发现了一头野兽

从2020年开始，我一直在失去，我落后了三步

我锁定目标，在九周内完成了专辑

街道饥饿，一旦我烹饪，整个城镇都会吃

只有我的兄弟在桌边，因为他们找到了座位

先治愈，找到平静，找到钥匙，心灵自由

第一步找到上帝，下一步找到自己

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[英语]

That's the way that I know that the love is gone

'Cause I know we're gonna fight, that's the way that I know that the love is gone

Uh, no love lost it was never love

I lost sight, found God, a more better love

I ain't never went soft, I'm forever thug, yeah

And you ain't God, so you could never judge

I had guys I called brothers leave me in the storm

That's why my heart still cold even when it's warm

All of a sudden they forget like I ain't put 'em on

And never had to owe me shit, I did it off the arm

Still fightin' demons, duckin' bullets, pullin' thorns

It's funny how they still sleep like I ain't blowin' horns

This female look like a male like is somethin' wrong

Nah, it's still suck my dick, bitch, nothing's wrong

This whole industry is rigged, I don't need awards

I done things never did and still didn't get applaud

Like I ain't got W's across the fuckin' board

And my mom became the goat when I was fuckin' born

04-03-92

And I'm only 5'7", but my gun is 5'2"

It's Red Lyfe 'til I die, but my jewelry sky blue

I don't need material shit, my aura could shine too

Big motion

Punchin' the clock 'til my times due

And anythin' makin' me wealthy I'm doin' it times two

Big healthy, no liquor, just water and lime juice

No more drugs, somethin' I put my spirit and mind to

I feel like somethin' is always missin'

No matter how much I do

How much I succeed

I always just feel like it's never a hundred percent

That's what makes me have that bittersweet feelin'

You nah mean? Like this is where I first experienced what death really is

A part of you died with your brother?

Right, basically

For the past three years, I let my fans down

I lost faith and I couldn't understand how

I had to go and free my mind and let my hair down

Without the Henny, I see everythin' clear now

It's somethin' 'bout the industry, it feel weird now (feel weird now)

It's like the music ain't music (it ain't music)

It ain't hittin' like (it ain't hittin' like)

You don't feel it like (you don't feel it like)

It's like they don't care now (they don't give a fuck)

It's just somethin' for you to hear now (yeah)

It's like the world shifted, too much confusion

And when I lost the passion for music is when my world ended

I was distracted by trauma, all of the drama

From girlfriends to my mama fuckin' my mind up

To hurtin' my health and seein' doctors

Down to about four, five, six friends on the roster

It's funny when you lit, it's a whole line up

But this is part of the game, I took the pen and I signed up

Broke up with depression, let go my anxiety

Turn my back on the devil and neglect the society

Face a reality, acceptin' the pain inside of me

No more judgin' my honesty

No more judgin' my honesty

Recovery on velocity

The liquor wasn't hidin' my pain, it was hidin' me

Lookin' at life like, why would you lie to me?

Like, why would you lie to me?

Spirit crack, heart broke, my love was on modesty

Decayin' my quality

Decreasin' my quantity

Catchin' up to my truths finally meetin' my prophecy

Uh, I swear to God life was kickin' my ass

May seem like I had it good, but mentally it was bad

Just to get my brother back, I'll give up all of this cash

And I'll buy a flight just to take a trip to the past

Trust issues won't change, that's just somethin' I have

I keep a lawn mower just to see the snakes in the grass

And I build a fence just to keep the snakes in the grass

And I keep a hawk just to eat the snakes in the grass

Down on my deathbed but God healin' me fast

He got other plans for me, this just part of the task

Smilin' was a disguise, it was tears under that mask

Suffocatin' inside for years under that mask

No regrets 'cause when I lost love, I found peace

When I finally dug deep, nigga, I found a beast

Since 2020, I was losin', I was down three

I locked in finished the album in nine weeks

The streets hungry and soon as I'm cookin' the town eats

Only my niggas at the table 'cause they found seats

Heal first, find peace, find keys, mind free

First step find God, next step find me